New chapter of my life ;)

So long since i update my blog...
Changed my blog title and blogskin to make it looks lively and cheerful.
ok shall type down my recent happenings...
Finally quitted my parttime job at Beschle on March...
Went to a vacuum cleaner company
On the first day of work, i feel uncomfortable working with so many "C" people.
It's my first time working a fulltime job and as admin.
My dream admin office job is mostly around my age people who i can clique with and go out for lunch together. But over there, even how much we can talk, there is still a gap.
I have to pick up calls when the receptionist is busy. Everyday i will be busy with my endless paperwork...
What im angry was, im new but that female boss wouldn't even ask "How am i doing?" " Can i cope with my work" etc... of cos im still my old self... Love to nag and nag...
Will complain with my colleagues about my work and those irritating customers who just call and complain and poor me have to be scolded for nothing just cos i pick up their calls...
Pay wise during probation, im contented...
What i want for my job is, stable income, a job that im ok with...
cos i doesnt have admin experience so i dont ask for much...
that salary is reasonable to me...
those who knows me well... i can work long for my job... a matter if the boss know how to treat me...
imagine the thoughts of leaving the company on the first day aroused but still i persevere from end mar to end may... reason i left the company cos of their poor management which i have been tolerating for 2mths plus...
its already amazing that i tahan till 2 mth... my planning was work 1 mth then i go look for other job but its like not nice to jus work for 1 mth so i decided to extend...
of cos the pay is much higher than i worked at choco counter...
wasted is cos of poor management if not i will stay there to gain experience...
plus its a 5.5 days work... every working days after work, i will be lazy to go out thats y advantage of this job is i can save quite abit... seeing my bank to have save more money , of cos i feel good... but now im jobless cos i quitted...
im going to bkk end of june... jus cos i really cannot tahan the management if not i sure work until mid june den i slowly look for job and go for my short trip... but now im like a jobless lost girl ... i dont really know what job i want to work as... what i could tink of is admin job... and i want to find a 5 days work, with a reasonable pay, of cos if work for sometimes there will be pay rise even better :) who wouldnt like to earn more money but means work load will increase also...
the taste of 5.5days aren't pleasant... you will find it waste of time and Saturday blues cos its a half day but have to wake up early morning...
This week is ending... i have slacked alot... felt useless... i did struggle with the decision of quitting when...
if i could i will really choose mid june so that i can earn some money and wait for my short trip... but ever since i work there... i will grumble to my bf everyday...
im also stress stress stress...
have to find a new job real soon...
My goal for now is very simple...
i hope to have a stable income... can enjoy life with my bf... stable job-->stable income-->more overseas for me and my bf  :) -->Good food(more high tea, CAKE!!!)--> blissful happy life
Just that finding a job that i like it's really difficult... haix
but with my bf's moral support, im sure i can find a job i am ok with and can work for long...
Ok enough of my previous work experience... next post i will write about me and my bf love journey :)

Had a wonderful time at JB on my 21st birthday!
at least it's a different kind of celebration at neighbouring country...
had a sumptuous meal... table is fully placed with alot of dishes like cereal prawns, kangkong, lala, hotplate beancurd etc...
went to sing after tat...
thanks bro for the cakes despite ur blur vision...
not to forget my buddy and fiona...
thanks for celebrating my bd and thinking hard for surprises...
really appreciate what have your done for me...
Thank you...
especially buddy who is besides me when i have prob wif him...
i truly hope 4 of us can still stay in contact even if we are not colleague anymore...
distance will not separate true friends...
friend forever... <3

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

21st Jan celebrated my buddy's birthday...
really enjoyed myself tat day...
sushi tei at vivo...
crapping joking
Buddy foot the bill...
haha...
thanks ah buddy...

After tat next program...
Chinatown!
we couldnt find the lantern stall...
guess it had sold out tats y the stall no longer seen there...
we are so dissapointed, thought tat after the singing we could fly the lantern with our wishes on it... :(
Chinese new yr.. Of cos it was packed with people...
finally found our way to $10 k..
Laughters and laughters...
so long since i have so much fun especially with this bunch of crazy ppl...

And in my whole life... this was the first time i had a funny weird friendship...
cold shoulder-->distance-->back to fren-->ard 2 mths of "coldwar"(totally black face)--> back to friends again...
as i said to someone... my first reaction was Should i be happy tat we r back to fren...
i dont know...

As for my buddy... he is like a wall...
wadsapp him, either short reply or no reply...
of cos i hate ppl who dont reply me...
ya la u have no time to entertain me who u still acknowledged me as ur VIB...
i am very grateful tat u have helped me befren with him again...
tats y i treat u even better to prove u tat other than treating him nice, i will also treat u nice...
but do u appreciate it... i dont know...

It's really difficult to find a friend who treat u as his/her bestfriend as u do...
I thought i found one...
BUT...
I was wrong...

Happy Girl~

2OFF days...
Yesterday and today...

Happy Birthday Bro! U have turned 22nd on the 2ndSept...

Sing Sang Sung with Jason Mutu...
Almost all the songs i sang are emo songs...
so he also got "infected" by me
3hrs not enuf for me.. haha...
Before meeting him, i already Haachew-ing...
spoilt my mood can... the worst thing when u sing is when u having nose blocked etc..
but its still not tat bad...
I couldnt wait for another singing session with the rest of them but when is it?
i dont know... =(

After that walked to ion to look for bro's present...
so i stepped into the superheroes shop...
browsed super long...
cos i jus couldnt decide which tee design shld i get...
so finally i bought him a M size white tee with superman logo... =)
Ate raspberry tong rou shao...
den i got a sudden craving for bubble tea cos im super thirsty...
so we walked to fareast busstop...
at first thought of going bugis to queue for Koi.. but none of the buses going...
and i suddenly rmb Chinatown!
so ya. i suggested to take 143? to chinatown..
so we alighted and ordered 1 greentea Ma Qi Tuo and Me, Choco milktea..
Their choco milktea thumbs up...

so we sit down somewhere chitchat...
and i said 'i feel like burping now... Can?'
Him: Sian diao face -.-
so i Burpped~
haha
alright
den he there complaining walao come till chinatown just to drink Koi...
there is like Huang Jing Nian Hua... sitting with the uncles and aunties..
haha
den Bye to him...

Train to boonlay to meet up with my family...
and i late... oops...

Later going for my San Jiu Mu's son wedding which is my cousin?
So long since i attend wedding..
Exxcited!
Tml working at MG Full.. abit sian though but okay ba...

Where are you!!!
You have MIA...
two days and u yet to reply me...
=( sad can...

And when can i watch FD5? You said u will watch with me...
LIAR! I know u are busying with ur sch work... i can wait till u r free but i doubt u will rmb that i asked u watch FD5 tgth...There goes my FD5... :'(

Jason mutu going in 'prison' for one month... :(
booking out during friday night lol...
no one go break with me le :(

At times, it is really awful to have the thoughts of me probably being just a subsitution of her... Do u really treat me as ur best friend? or i am just someone who can be use as ur standby/backup?
slowly i get to know wad kind of person u are but i could jus say u are a complicated person...
I truly hope tat our friendship is true and we can be friend forever...
Anyone who step into my life and become my important fren, it really impact me alot...
im a sentimental person...
And not surprisedly tat i always look for listening ears be it at sch/work...
Just someone who im comfortable talking/whinning to...
Are all the things u said true?
I really hope.. 10yrs,20yrs,30yrs...... down the road.. we are still best friend...
Will that happen?

So wanting to sing but our time just so hard to coordinate...
and this Jason Mutu is going reservist next whole mth :(
Its good and bad...
Good is i dont talk so much with him...
Bad is when im bored noone talk to me...
I just find it damn amazing...
When i was at my previous counter...
i dont have the chance to know the rest of the ppl in other counters..
but now i guess all choco counter. at least i know a handful of them...

Yesterday sales were so bad... i dont know how... ppl passed by they dont look at our counter...give sample they dont wan... eat our sample dont buy...
i dont know what strategies i still can use... Feel so helpless...
Somehow i feel that im giving a bad impression to the rest of them...
cos my sales are really atrocious...
In the morning, working at MG... few mins later when i open shop, a couple walked in and bought choco from me... damn happy... seriously... i thought will be a wonderful day for me.. But..
I dont know.. i jus feel stressed up...
and soon... my pay is coming in... yea...
and i shld start planning wif my sis whether we can go on holi in October!
BANGKOK! I want to shop till my legs ache.. haha
Ages that i didnt go on holi...
I just want to leave spore for at least 3 days...
ever since that saddening thing happened, im trying to be strong...
Now is Aug... turning September...
already over-ed for 4mths...
My wound is 99.9% healed?
haha.. i guess so...
i just wan to stop breathing spore air...
Bangkok air!!!!

Sometimes... i dont know... what am i to u... i have to repeat lots of times but still u jus ignored...
(anyway im not referring to the same person above)
This few days i just wait till u text me first... ya u r busy too...
so i decided not to disturb, pester u...
jus like ytd... i tink this will be better ya...