My flu hasnt recover yet..feeling s0 terrible..all i nd is the care from u..BUT... i know u ll n0t care... i hav finally told my rme tat after end of next mth , i ll stop working... i quit!!! i struggle to decide in the end still decide to quit...So SOrry!! it's ard 8mths i stay in tis field... actually i cant bear to quit for due to some factors....it was s0 sudden... they jus suddenly tell me tat... i g0t a shock... all the best for me next mth... y cant u jus show some care n concern?????? i was soooooo SAD!!! ut going finish... n the time is coming.... i nd to find the answer and face the reality...there's no pt for me to continue to be so emo...i nd to know ur answer... if the outcome is undesirable...i cannot do anything but to really totally giv up ....

jian nan ren u said tat u ll be there to console me ritez??? make sure u do tat....

I wasnt feeling well today...early morning bath out start to sneeze...g0 sch even worst... within 1 min dunn0 sneeze h0w many times...tears even flow out... wad a bad day... tml is sci ut le...bio..argh!!! i hav decided le... after the 3 uts, i ll tell him..no matter wad outcome i ll jus face the reality...no pt dragging... faster ask , faster get the answer..

Today work morning reach early as usual.. clean counter den cut stock...morning was s0 quiet.... haven open bills....den ard 11 plus to 12 plus start to open bills liao...first bill is $351(NR) after tat $130(pda) den last bill $97( IM).... quite happy wif today sales.....before i leave , i write my timesheet n found tat i only work 2days for tis mth.....whaaha!!!

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如果我知道太多

那关于相遇的错过

奋不顾身的追求能找到什么

如果你等得太久

请相信我不曾经

过想装上翅膀飞到你身后

爱很浓心很空

该怎么停在你心中

只剩长已久的寂寞时间

带不走

爱很多心很痛

究竟有多少次错过

这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中

我却无法开口

相信放在心中愿随时为你保留

真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走

思念不能放开它就像潮水

难以回收

就算相拥一秒种就已足够

如果我知道太多

那关于相遇的错过

奋不顾身的追求能找到什么

如果你等得太久

请相信我不曾经过

想装上翅膀飞到你身后

爱很浓心很空

该怎么停在你心中

只剩长已久的寂寞时间

带不走

爱很多心很痛究竟有多少次错过

这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中

我却无法开口

相信放在心中愿随时为你保留

真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走

思念不能放开它就像潮水

难以回收

就算相拥一秒种就已足够

爱很浓心很空

该怎么停在你心中

只剩下依旧的寂寞时间

带不走

爱很多心很痛究竟有多少次错过

这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中

我却无法开口

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I HATE myself!!! y i don't hav the courage to say??? wanting to giv up but still cant d0 it.... so miserable....

Today i didnt g0 anywhere but stay at h0me use com and watch tv show.... g0ing to sch holi...only 3 wks.. starts from 13Aug-2Sept... 15th&16th Aug g0t bad camp.... 19th - 21th Aug W47P chalet at Changi..l00king forwards to class chalet(:.... after the holi g0ing to change class and classmates... i dun wan.... I find all my classmates fine to work wif and able to joke wif them...especially Maria(mom) n Yenfi(boss) Hahaha....counting down to holi...left 18days... SOBXx...although i wan holi but i DO NOT wan to change class....Haaix... next wk consecutively three days UTs... TUE,WED N THUR..... therefore n0t going for tue training....
Tml working morning shift....actually n0t working tml 1 but tat day joyce called me to help her work tml so i anything......HAIX!!!y nd to change class after a semester?????????????????????


W47P classlist!!!

Ricca, Syazana, Namierah, Maria,Marilyn,Shirlyn,SiewPing,Yiling,Kriss,Kim, Yenfi,Hongshan,Shaoshuai,Desmond,Edmond,Yewhuey,Damian,WuiChong,JJ,
Aloy n Nick

Happy 2 kn0w all of u....:)

Haixyaya.. i hate cogni faci...he gav me C for problem 12...maria g0t A... den ut g0t D+....badly done..now lesson is als0 very boring..he kept asking back the same qns... already 3.56 liao left 2 m0re grps to present....i guess lesson ll ended again at 5+.....tml n0 ut...YEAHh!!! today g0 home can rest le....

Cont1nuee.... today in class took some photo wif marilyn, maria n shirlyn ... we 4 gurls team.... tml enterprise wonder how difficult ll it be..wweahahah....

today computing still ok ok la...faci goes through step by step... manage to finish the vb....
tml cultural ut liao sianx...

Although u said in the first place u nv even blame me but i still feel very bad for not keeping my words... i still cant forgive myself...thanks for not angry wif me...(:

Today wear new shoes...the heel is 6.5 cm wor... new shoes so my feet confirm pain .. den the pain was getting worst n worst den i sit at davidoff chair when n0 customer..... i forgot to bring slipper to change after work...so i bear wif the pain walked out of taka to the busstop opp. taka taxi stand....standing at the busstop waiting for 190.... it was damn slow... i was sweating wif cold sweat.....

jus download the crazzytaxi n it really make me mad...HAHA!!! today before go bad haha club meet at library do rj den after i hav done mine i played crazzytaxi... jus play so no skills in driving it ... i even fall into the sea ..serverly hit the cars n pp....haha...i was laughing n playing... ah wang tinks i siao ah play tis game can laugh by myself...lol...

Today bad training still ok lor.... but tml my legs n arms confrim ll ache very seriously cos of thur traiining....tml not working very happy can wake up later abit...haaha... den depend on the weather, if the weather gd ll be going to east coast park cycle.

SORRY!! pls dun forgive me....

Haix(... today bad g0t punishment ....we haha club bear the consequences tgth..... after tat we trained lifting, dropping, netting n tapping.....tiredx...

SORRY for wat i hav done wrong n made u disappointed n hurt...... i wont expect u to forgive me.... u shld be angry wif me..... no matter wat i explained u ll not accept also....so i ll not say much but can only tell u SORRY tat i hav made u lost the trust on me..... jus cos of my bad mouth....has ruined our friendship...... serve me right.... U SHLD REALLY ANGRY WIF ME...... i ll not ask for ur forgiveness n i ll also not forgive myself..... i can't 100% gurantee i ll keep all the promises.... so PLS DUN TRUST ME IN THE FUTURE... SORRY!!!! wo hen NEI JIU....

Cognitive really damn BORING!! ard 11 plus, the fire alarm sounded.... its time for the fire evacuation... everyone frm w4 climbed down the stair n walked all the way to sport complex de soccer field there.... when my class reached there, we took photos...hahax.... imagine if really got fire, we still hav the mood to take photos??? not even a faci giv a speech or wat...after awhile we're asked me go back class.... back to class we gurls take photos again ... today 7 pp nv cum sch.... onli 15 pp.... today pro really ****...... the faci didnt even giv us a brief ideas wat to do.... den wat i'm angry of was tat the faci didnt pay attention to my grp's presentation.. den he always like to ask some funny qns....

he blur until the rj didnt publish... haixee...... tml still g0t computing ut.... plus bad training... tml ll be thunder day.... haha club is goin to settle some politics pro.... GOGOGO HAHA CLUB:) no matter wat we ll help each other ritez....remember our mission n vision .... HAHA CLUB NONSENSE TO THE MAX... WE LL CRAP THRU THE WHOLE TRAINING.. haha ... oopseez...

i still n0t yet n0 tis coming wkends working anot..... actually i dun feel like working ..... i tink i gonna ask joyce tml wat is my roster for tis mth....

TML IS THE DAY TO FACE THE PROBLEM!!!!! GO HAHA CLUB!!!

Yesterday 12 reached bad court waiting for friendly match...we thought tat our opponents very strong but its not...hav alot of fun time playing wif the japanese auntie..haha....
After tat at nite i went taka take gucci envy me frm ken..it costs me $81 onli usual price $135....finally got it...haha... den i checked my roster n found out tat joyce onli put me today work mid.... den today got nr promo so promo area 2 pp ,counter also 2 pp... den i told her tat since today enuf pp i dun work can rest... she said ok lol.... den she told me she hasnt plan finish the roster wait for her to plan finish den inform me.... den tis morning 11 plus irene called me ...she said she thought today i got work so cum early to tok to me....but i chose not to work today....den she said the roster put me 13 n 20 work .... den i told her if enuf pp i shall not work its ok..... in the first place it was me who told joyce i dun wan work after sch although not the whole wkdays cos its so tiring rushing to taka after sch.... so cant blame joyce if she put me less days to work....if really tis mth i nv work its ok la....let me hav a rest during wkends... so jealous of my friends when wkends can go out n hav fun...... hahaxp.....

Today damn sian..cultural module...didnt even do anything...feeling so bad... during other grps presentation, i started to doze off ....trying very best to keep myself awake...today run 7 rounds again with timing...very lousy.... before training , i ate brownie which was very sweet den xinying ate orea cheesecake......hui ate curry puff..... den during running the choco made me feel very bad..... feel very out of breathe.... actually wan giv out running but i still manage to complete tat 7 rounds...haix tis wk thur, fri n sat still got bad...