tml ll be sun... rot at home today.... time passes SLOW.... luckily there is my com to acc me... if n0t i d0nt kn0w wad to do..... maybe let myself slp thruout the day???LOL!!!! jus to kill my time.....so now tis few days finding songs....den kaiyi intro me avenged sevenfold song(his fav. band).... so he sent me Seize the Day, i won't see u tonite n warmness on the soul.... it's soo0 nice....
Tml most probably ll be going robinson cos my dad exchange his starhub pts wif robinson
vouchers..$120... so ll be going wif my dad n sis....

yesterday went taka return my promoter pass n bought a bd card which can play bd song.... den we bought a mini n mickey for yt.... den i headed home... at nite my family n i went ten mile junction for dinner also to celebrate my mom's bd....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! Stay healthy n cheerful...Went home n saw my bro playing PET SOCIETY.... den i went create my own pet...haha...my pet's name called Shanel.... she is very cute.... n0w addicted to the game n i make sure i ll decorate my hse beautifully n doll my cute pet...

me n my bro's pet

today meet yt, liy n devi at 1100...after tat we headed to IMM(the cafe cartel)... we hav the set lunch ...ate quite full.... after tat we went to Bukit Gombak de CDAN for bowling.... we took some pic n i played very lousy....den we went lot 1 for a walk after tat went home.... below r the photos we took....

our score board

today is the last day of sch.... enterprise onli 14 pp came including me ..hahha.... i am so guai... so far havent absent for classes ... so proud of myself..haha....i ended my class ard 3 plus.... now waiting for hui ... she went for sport tour briefing.... me , tracy and ahwang sitting at w1 canteen... i feel like slping sia..... .....now really very tired...haha.... so now i hav 3 wks of holi... i ll wait for my big holi den i find a job....

tat day sign up for the volunteer to go to elderly people hse to tidy and paint their hse...... i signed up tgth wif felicia and xinhui.... n they sent email to inform us tat we hav been selected haha... looking forward for tat 2 days (3&4jan)..... it is volunteeringwork... we ll be given 4 NDA pts not bad ... haha...ya... n0w n0 job hav to do more volunteer works..haha.... tat day was standard chartered marathon volunteer which lasted for 12hrs plus..... for the painting of walll... it will be 9am-6pm....

yesterday meet hui,ahwang n tracy before going for the standard chartered thingy...we hav to report to the tent near the war memorial at 230am.... before tat we actually wan to watch movie at marina gv but there isnt any nice movie so we headed our way to mac n slack there until 2am...when we reached there they gave us the volunteer tag n adidas tshirt... as for the grouping, we were allowed to choose to group wif who as long as there was 40pp... our segment was E.... peisi, evonne, huimin, tracy,gen n hui sit at the counter n their job was to write the no. on the runner'slip n make sure their bag was tightly zipped ... behind ll be me, xinyi,xl n ahwang... we hav to put all the bags on the shelves n return back it to the runner after tat... at first everyone has the energy but when it reached ard 11, all started feeling tired cos we nv slp for one day le plus the hot, sunny weather making us even exhausted... the organiser provided us wif breakfast n lunch but i nv eat.... i jus drink mineral water n few bottles of 100 plus.... i drank too much 100 plus until i wanna to vomit... its too gasy ....our segment was dismissed at 3pm... we headed to the padang field n get our $20 n 20% adidas voucher.....after tat all of us jus headed back home.... cos i drank too much 100 plus with my empty stomach, when i got home, my stomach was not feeling well...argh!!!luckily tml is ph...i can wake up later...

YEAH!!!!finally fri... today computing, change grp le...thought ll be a very tough day for me but N0.... able to get thru it.... going to sch holi also going end of sem2 le...so0 fast..... next yr ll hav to change class again.... ll miss my friends. again....

tml ll n0t get to slp le... cos hav to report for the standard chartered marathon thingy at 230AM den ll end at sun afternoon..... i confirm ll l00k like panda...haha....

tat day morning i smsed karen n told her im n0t going to work during holi...den she replied ok....HURRAY!!!! I REALLY RESIGNED!!!! I HAVE SAID FOR SO LONG N N0W I FINALLY DID IT....

taka is also the place i first meet u , the place i hav fun chatting wif u while working.... i hav quitted so i ll leave the memories there and get it erase from my mind if possible...jiayou siewping!!! get it off ur head!!!!!

Sun the 30th my last day of work...haha.... don't hav the she bu de feeling...maybe my heart really feel nthing.... Karen came taka tat morning n asked me ' so u bear to jus resign like tis?'the tone she used was soo0 inappropriate n fierce la....my tears almost dripped out... but i resisted myself from crying.... i cried very easily regardless of small/big prob.....other things i dont hav But i got lots of tears.....
I told her i don't wan to change my mind since i hav decided den let me be. I dont wan to create any prob. again.BUT she said she ll insist to plan my roster.... I DON'T WAN CAN??? I HAV THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE OK!!!!!!!!

jus feel like blogging but dont kn0w wad shld i write?? tml sci module n sci ut.... hmm... n0w my mood is somehow feeling down... EMOING~~~~ liao.... haix... i felt angry abt something.... i was so0 !#%&*!#%&*!#%&*!#%&*!#%&*!#%*&*

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAINE, MY NIECE.... :)

Super long nv post le...LAZY ah.... thanks to Felicia for treating me minitoon grummy haha... i jus came back from the standard chartered briefing .... few of us signed up as a volunteer to help out. we r at the baggage area.... the marathon is on 7th dec...hav to report ard 230am....haha....so early.... but nvm....

There ll be a sport trip to malaysia on 16th dec to i tink 20thdec.... still deciding whether i shld go a not...haix... going to holi le.... so happy... tis few days hav to choose my next yr module deadline 25th...i haven choose wad module i wanna take....

yesterday morning went taka pass my timesheet n punch card...den meet sis at PS GV.. we watch The Coffin at 1250pm...haha. ur mus be tinking siao watch so0 early...the movie soso la... went eat Ichiban after tat....den went fareast walk walk...

Tis few days i was tinking of changing my phone... den i saw the promo for starhub... Motorazrs V9 is having a promo. onli nd to pay $148 if sign 2 yrs plan ... den today i went Raffles OUB tower there wif dad n bought the phone...it's Mahagony colour...i liked the design...ll carefully take care of it to prevent scatches....Actually dad dont allow me buy tis phone cos he said if nd maintance hav to go to motorola shop which is quite far....but i insist to get tis phone den he said nthing...hahaha....so0 happy... tml morning shift.... Mon sch reopens le...SIANSIANSIAN!!!!

uhuuu... finally sat le... slack n rot at home today... use com n watch tv... tml n0 work so0 tonite can slp late again haha... next fri 24/10 my dear sis's bd ..haven decide wad to buy for her... actually nthing much to post rather dont post rite..hhaha...

today communication module plus Mon bluez haix... so tiredx... can fall asleep at anytime... yesterday my sales DAMN LOUSY!!!! opened onli 2 bills... den lunch went to eat mac wif daniel n carmen.. carmen eat macwing den daniel eat mcspicy n i eat macchicken... carmen eat s00o slowly, bit by bit..but me n daniel like dont know hungry for how many yrs... eat the burger very fast... carmen said both of us like "hungry ghost"....hahah.... next working day is 25th... tis sun off day le... can whole day rot at home liao...hehe...
tml communi. ut... den g0t bad training... haix tml cog. module i hate it.... feichangSianx...
HAIX!!!! n0w i wish im at the beach shouting n screaming acr0ss the sea...

uhuhu finally sat...tis few days nv slp well.. keep dreaming..haha...mus slp enuf sat wake up later abit... today computing wakao damn sian la... i was struggling to understand the VAWM thingy... so frustrating, going mad when doing ppt cos dunno wad to put plus some prob irritate me making me DAMN PISSED OFF... after our team has finished presenting, my eyes r going to SHUT!!!! i rest my head on my hand den face in front.....open...shut...open..shut.... so sleepiiiii....

sun working A..sian... i dont like A... no choice cos joyce said M got irene n the new guy working plus cos sun taka got promo. so0 sun A 2pp(me&joyce)....
tis job i ll work until end nov or dec...den i ll really say byebye to all my working friends liao especially those in taka.... i dont wan to be resuffle to rc/ cp or other places...therefore tis time i lll choose to quit liao... now i walk 1 step count 1 step...wait until tat day... i ll really Quit liao...wont stay in tis job le... g0 find a better pay job....at least mus be more than my current 1 which was $5/hr....

so0 21th oct POLITE held in simei ITE!!!! haix....all the best to all of u.... :)
i shall enjoy my sat break...hehahaha...

aftern00n went taka giv emily the form den double confirm my shift tml...afternoon..sianx...i hate A shift....tml closing still nd send grand total sales...tis mth work onli a few days ... tml,next sun 25th & 27th.... nvm..when dec holi cum, i ll find a new job liao....n0w my pay is onli $5 per hr.....
tis mth 3 pp bd..tracy,ahwang n my dearest sis... den i was tinking next yr my bd ll my so called close working friend celebrate for my 18th bd ma??? i doubt so0 cos by tat time im quite sure im n0t working as frag. promoter liao... den maybe ll lose contact wif them le...haix...

long time didnt post le...haha... today sci.. quite managable than last wk...so000 funny today during the 6p when fews of us actually chat in the msn conver. abt umA...we're saying her clothing and the smell she has... den amir laughed the loudest den uma was so0 ANGRy n started scolding us..after 6p still lectured us again!!!! so NAGGING!!! but it was really funny today... she shld be happy tat at least most of us cum for her lesson... last wk prob the next door class n opp class most pp ran away left our class all stayed.. she shld feel honour n appreciate n0t lecture us... n sometimes she likes to use sacartics tone...cant stand her.... haha...
next tue n wed n0o sch s0oso0 happy...

today loke nv cum..we all ran 4 rds and then play matches...hav alot of fun partnered wif ahwang..morning in class already flu.. den after bad training start to feel headache....haix...
also sian diao...tml is sci... uma... sian!! sian!! sian!!

today morning shift...morning opened nr body brush...aftern0oon opened nr edp set...before going home opened cah 60ml(w) ... sales today $344... next working day ll be next sun morning...nthing much to post today...i shall end here...

uhuuhu...today computing module still ok compared to last lesson..very slack today cos all the ppt was done by xinhui..aahaha...thanks alot... nv go bad today cos my leg muscle pain..plus yesterday fever and whole body aches..yesterday after sch i even acc my sis g0 buy mooncake at taka square cos i promise to acc her so i jus drag my feet there..so tired when i was in mrt standing near the door, no seat.... we bought 2 bing pi mooncakes(choco n panda flavour)..den we took 190 down to outrum mrt there to take 190 back home cos if we take 190 behind taka confirm n0 seats therefore my sis n i kaisu took the bus all the way down to the last stop... reached home took temperature den found tat i g0t fever,38.3.... it has been a long long time i didnt hav fever... y i sick lei???? i ate 2 fever pills n den slp...tis morning wake up, fever has subsided..BUT still g0t muscle ache... managed to g0 sch today... tml communication sian ...i dont like the faci...haix...

i hav come to sense tat i shld really let go n dont cry and sad cos of him..its useless n silly for me to do soo0...he also wont know.. n recently he g0t a gf le..so wish him happy.. :)

tis morning i was disturbed by a dream n den woke up which was actually the time for me to prepare myself to work... tis dream actually quite true.. morning at taka actualli feel quite sad ...den today one of the cashier aunties "scolded" me for havin errors in my azz order form... she said is already 2 or 3 times g0t prob... den i was like okok ..tis time ll not wrong again...feel tat they r so naggy... i dont know i hav walked how many times to the cashier until i g0t the phobia to go there.... really sian diao....

still cant adapt to the change of classmates...cos i very used to last sem classmates n actually i ll dare to speak freely in class last sem... tat day saw May my enterprise faci..she said she misses us...lol....i also misses all the facis... n0w change faci den feel tat last time my faci nicer than them...

nevertheless, i still hav to adapt to the changes... mus jiayou n maintain my gpa...also i shld try not to stress up myself too much cos everytime when i go work irene ll call n ask me order stock or foc... normally a parttimer jus hav to send email of daily sales if work morning , clean counter n key sales into pos system... but for me i was like doin wad all the fulltimer do... i order stock, cut stock even return stock, still nd worry n check whether the inventory tally anot... i tink most of the paperwork i know... know how to do all the paperwork ll onli make me stress.... i was so hopping tat i do not nd to do the paperwork n jus go work open bills can le... after i got into tis job, i really make myself too stressup.... really...how sia??? who can tell me...

also so glad tat my parents n0w ok le...nv quarrel... last few days i was so scared n worry... thanks emily for concerning me n told me n0t to worry too much... :) tats all for today...tml sch..haix ...mon blue sia.... wkends so short....nvm...next sat is midatumn nv work can play wif my niece...

tml finally wkends..so0 looking forwads to it.... 3 wks of holi ,n0w sch reopens still feeling very sian... so tired.. tml morning shift....i like to work morning as i always wake up early n work morning,time ll pass faster den can knock off at 530... tis few days break time most of us meet up ... still MISSES w47p )': ... last time we usually dabao food up to classroom n eat n0w cann0t...i hope tat all of us still can keep in contact..

30/08/08 (sat)

meet emily first to take the bucket of heineken for her den meet siwen n sebas at yishun mrt... take mrt to harbourfont... we go vivo buy tibits n drinks.... sebas keeps saying he wan to g0 suntanning.... den i told him moontanning better cos the possibilty of getting skin cancer is much lower... :) after tat we took bus to sentosa... take sometime to find the resort... stay at level3(304) we played daidi first... den sebas was badly torture by emily n siwen... haha... the ugly scene of him getting "rape" by both of them was video down... i do nting but sit infront of the tv watching tv show also as an audience watching how they torture him...
It starts to rain..we waited for awhile n went down to buy volleyball... den we headed to the beach ... we found a corner which was jus very near to the construction site... me being the first time play volleyball anyhow hit in the end the ball fly into the site... i was so SORRY for tat... jus when we wanted to go back siwen n sebas saw the construction door opened..they went in n took out the volleyball n soccerball...haha... we can play again... we played for awhile n the drizzling becum heavier... den we went back... sebas got torture again..s0 poor thing... den we stayed inside the room n watched tv n played card game... ard 8 plus we meet ralph at vivo to eat dinner...after tat sebas has to go back... left me , emily,siwen n ralph...we took the monorail back n stopped at the beach station.. walked back to the resort... emily said lets play see who get the smallest no.... she mixed jack daniel wif coke... there is also heineken... i lost quite alot of times... ralph drank abit n his face started to turn red.... he crazy until finished the jackdaniel... den he kept asking how to know if i drunk...emily went out n smoke ralph also follow... he smoked.... he went in n stood infront of me n let out the cigratte smell... i was so sad n astounded tat he smoke....cos of celebrating emily's bd tat y i drink... den finally i stopped... face turining very red le... BUT haven drunk... still can remember everything.... my both legs cramped maybe cos i stuffed myself wif too much ice cubes... i even cry.... i also dunno y.... maybe drink too much becum emotional.... emily put hot towel on my head... den i removed my make up n go slp.... im the first to slp... den ralph was soo high...cannot slp....

the next morning i wake up ard 4 plus feeling so refreshing...nv headache... we went down the beach ard 8 plus.... den cum back watch channel 8, jumaji , soccer lastly was superman... den we checked out... the sun was scorching hot... best time for tanning... if sebas has stayed overnite he could tan himself le.... we headed to vivo...they ate subway..after tat we made our way home... ralph seems to be having bad headache... he drank too much le la... nv see him so siao before... reached home ard 3 n took a nap..

today mom went to genting wif my aunt n uncle... take care of urself.... wed sch reopens so sian...other polys jus sch holi... haix... nd to make new classmate... tml working mid..knock off hav to celebrate bro bd...

Thanks emily for invitng me to celebrate ur bd.. sorry for being not hyper enuf n play wif ur... actaully i was so regret nv make myself drunk... tis time is my second time of drinking...

today morning shift.... rain so0 heavily.... i waited for bus190 for so long.... punched my card at 955am...DAMN ANGRY!!!!! nv late for so long before.....tml morning shift actually mid but change wif joyce cos tml ll nd to stock return so haix...STOCK RETURN LEI!!!! 6 cartons....haix.... i hav decided tml i mus leave my hse at 820... i dont believe i ll late again....
Today after work went to cine wif dad to buy newurban sandal(green wif black strip)...den g0 suntec hav dinner den g0 home....

already know my new class...W26E..sian ah...W2 so wuluu... checked my GPA result... g0t 3.6..... so :) .... enterprise A others 4 B+... maybe cos of ut 3 n ut4 helped me ba... next sem mus also work hard...change classmates n faci...everything hav to all over again...nd make new friends n different facis hav different expectation of work!!!!!! Jiayou ba..... hav to adapt to Rp culture....

To W47p friends:
Really happy to know ur..hav alot of fun gossiping n crapping wif ur especially maria,shirlyn n marilyn.... mus remember M2S2 hor.... when sch reopens hope tat we can meet up to hav lunch tgth...haha...also thanks hs for giving me advises most of the time..seriously u r a nice friend although i like to chang fan diao wif u but u shld know i always like to joke wif u...

~~Thanks~~
JJ for being so noisy everytime...
kriss n yiling for acc me go eat.... especially g0 booklink
edmond for being weird...
aloy for switching off the lights...
desmond for letting us to bully u...
yenfi for being my boss.. still remember tat time i suddenly hit u on ur shoulder n u stunned n called me MW(madwoman)...haha..
others for being my classmates...

hope to keep contact wif ur thru msn.... frankly speaking I LOVE W47P....

yesterday ate a big disnosaur egg!!!![nv opened bill]..today opened one small bill onli.. tis 2 days i dunno y sooo unlucky.. make me feel like goin home in the afternoon straight away after joyce cum today ... nv open bill den serve alot of BAO.... really speechless...
next mth im continuing to work...in the end i still cant bear to quit... haix... continue to work also stress...my senior ask me help her wif the stocks in taka[order/return/cut stocks , order FOC also] i m no different wif a fulltimer... stress ah... tml morning again...tue off but bad training...wed,thur,fri also work... den sat n sun g0 sentosa... den sch goin reopens....my life is soo sian...

Chalet at Aloha changi, yacht club....took bus29 from tampine inter. to g0 there... when reach there, den we notice opp. our chalet is the OCH... at nite it was so quiet n eerie... actually we all wanna g0 there n explore but cos its 7th mth so better n0t.... at nite bbq..i helped out them..it was fun... bbq hotdog, ham, chicken fillet, prawns.... after tat i played playstation2 whole nite... until 6plus... den prepare g0 home cos 1230 still g0t bad training... 7 plus from there reach home ard 9 plus.... reach home feel so tired...slp for 1hr plus den prepare g0 sch... after training go home slp le.... tis is my 2nd time of staying awake the whole nite... first time is bad camp n0w is w47p chalet.... tml morning den is the last day of chalet...dunno the rest of them ll g0 OCH tonite ma? haha...
going sch reopens le..so fast... tml work M. sat,sun n mon also M... haix... dunn0 how sia ...goin end of mth... tat day joyce ask me continue work la...i also tink so lei.. if nxt mth n0 work n0 extra money to spend... i tink tat time i was too chong dong to say wanna quit...sian ah..... next sem goin change class...SOBB!!! i dont wan.... i like W47P.... Nevertheless, we still can contact each other thru msn...

yesterday bad camp.. 2days1nite.. 745 mus report to sch but we 830 den reach.. eat breakfast which is 2 small choco cakes n 1 curry puff.. then pbl was grumbling abt the food we cater from foodheaven.. den we start training after our breakfast...

start of training...but the training was rather slack.. we do smashing n defending after tat play match...den lunch...after lunch we start teambonding games... we played a game called game of concentration... we have to tink of one animal u like to be n mus do the action of tat animal u chose.. when someone acted out ur action u hav to choose the next person n acted their action also.. i chose torties n my rhythm really bad..den i kanna 4feets...all of them ll say out wad they wish me to do....it was so embarrassed la but fun..

after tat we played waterbomb n i managed not to get wet..hehe.. den we decided to play touch rudby followed by soccer den basketball.. most of us took off our sandal n played... when cum to basketball all of us becum so active haha... i even ran until blister.... at nite played awhile den go bath...go back to the exhibition hall.. all of them very hungry wanna go out of sch to eat but kanna stopped by security guard den we hav no choice but to call mac delivery... i nv order..haha..so late le dun wan eat..after they hav eaten, we all watched a show called wad army(forgot the name).. watched finished xinyi go slp.. me, ahwang n hui still stay awake den we played pokercard wif alan , pbl they all...the most fun part is when each of us ll get 1 card n we cannot see our number...the smallest no ll do pushup.. each person can add/minus 20 times of pushup...den pbl keep getting 3...all of us laughed like mad.... played until 430am... me, hui n ahwang still cant slp... dragged n dragged.... i tink i 5 or 6 plus den slp... 7 plus wake up... cant slp lei...

tis morning i ate pokee n drank strawberry yougurt drink... others ate cup noodles... den go court played matches... we r divided into two teams, 4 per team.. den we ll rotate n partner each other.. play until very tired... nv hav enuf slp.. feel very lethargy... nv concentrate well... after match, eat lunch den finally home sweet home.... reach home first thing put all the dirty clothes into the pail n add washing powder.. den i go n hav a nice bath...slowly bath...haha...not like yesterday nd bath very fast...

so 2 days 1 nite camp ended...tis is the first camp i hav enjoyed so far... now waiting class chalet... den emily told me she booked the sentosa chalet on 30th n 31th....people ll be goin r shiwen,ralph,emily,audrey,sebas... i haven confirmed both of tat days can i not work anot.... hope i can go for the chalet n celebrate emily n ralph bd...:)

yesterday at home watch yuanlaiwobushuai... actually goin to meet shiwen,emily n ralph go eat botakjone in the end decided not to go..whole day rot at home lol... den at nite emily told me goin celebrate her bd n ralph bd on 30th but in the end got changes...most of them not free on tat day...emily was very sad... i try to comfort her..telling her not to feel so disappointed... not yet confirm tat we ll not be celebrating her bd ma...CHEER UP :) EMILY!!!!

later got bad training ...tml camp liao...nd reach sch early ard 8am ba...
class chalet cuming so happy....

today work afternoon shift..sianx ah... at first before ah boon knock off, i open ard 2 bills...after he left, slowly open more bills... today sales $960+ + few more dollars to $1000..haix...tml working sian... n0w to me work for tis job becum sian..tat y i chose to quit...jus bear wif the rest of the days... den i shall say gdbye to tis job which actually allow me to maKe many friends n n0 alot of things...thanks weilun for recommending tis job t0 me...

EyaeyaOH!!!

uhuhu...8/8/08 fri last day of sci module...only 3teams therefore end class early ard 330... went home put my laptop rest awhile den g0 work...i shld be working at 6pm but i punched at 5.17... seems to be very early...i thought tat i ll jus earn basic pay today but i'm wrong..sales n0t bad...$626..tml working aftern00n..sianx...i hate working A i like M shift... nvm..sun M...left 2 more lessons den holi le... :'( i ll miss the day joking wif my classsmate... yenfi teasing me...maria crazy wif me...edmond always do n say some weird thing.. to me maria is a nice gurl..sometimes her action really make me laugh nonstop...she is my first sci teammate n i remember i was sitting beside her ... i started to talk to her from tat day onwards... from tat day we becum close friend..we ll everyday g0 break tgth wif marilyn,shirlyn sometimes wif kim,yiling n kriss...n tis few days she said she wish she can 'bomb' someone in our class who i also dun like(actually most of us in the class dont like him).... wewaahaha...
haaha... i was so :) tat my cognitive ut3 got an A .... weee....so surprised.. finally g0t an A...hoope my enterprise ut3 n ut4 ll do welll. [pray] hehee..

wahaha

today is the last day of cognitive module problem16...only ard 17 pp cum..den faci said he ll fork out $20 for the pizzaa n he wan to take 2 pieces...edmond called the canadian n we bought 2medium n free 2 medium.... today really quite slack but our grp still do our ws n ppt seriously... den maria used her youcam to take photos... she took 127pic...wow... den when i was eating my pizza they talked abt something which made me laugh...den the chilliflakes on top of the pizza were blown out by me...tis happen 2-3 times...tables filled wif chilliflakes...oopszz...haha....

holi cuming ...haix....which means tat nd to change class liao...w47p!!!!!!!! looking forwards to the class chalet....ehahha...

M2 SMile (: yummy!! marilyn becareful of ur head!!

tis hs purposely block me :@ kim wanting shoot maria..maria still say hmm good!!haha

edmondo,dc,wc,hs,damian,nick,fi... faci!!

Bad training run 8rounds...after tat play captain ball...two teams...apple n orange...

apple- akina,steph,jiamin,me,tracy n ah wang

orange-loke,xl,hui,xinyi,lishi, shuyi..
nv thought tat captain ball can be so tiring.....my left face knocked by jiamin den again hit by the ball when tracy pass me the ball....haha.....ah wang being the person standing on the bench to catch the ball was hit by the ball on her head.... xinyi left leg cramp... hui n steph(butterflylover)haha... really hav alot of fun today although cannot play bad.....captain ball also nice!!!

tis morning g0 sch.. i was still feeling very heartbroken.... during break i listen to 卓文萱 ~ 永不消失的彩虹 de song n tink of wad he said i feel like crying... cant help myself from thinking abt it... i was so regret to tell him cos actually i alreadi n0 the result but jus wan to double confirm it..... if i nv ask him... i ll n0t feel so sadd.. i rather tat i dunn0 the truth . knowing the truth has really made my heartbleeds..although i know tat if i dont confirm wif him,i ll not know the answer, i rather i dunno the answer...at least i ll n0t be sad n cry... he said tat he hope tat we ll be frienz la... i also n0 tat me n him can only be frenz... so ya.... jus continue to be frenz wif him.. n0w i am rather feeling better after a big cry in afternoon.... n0w the healing potion ll be listenin to chinese sad songs which i usually like to do...

1122pm wanna say...he actually kn0w wad i wan t0 say...den... i n0 his answer.... finally i n0 the answer... n0 him ard 6mths..n0w finally kn0w the answer which i hav already predicted the outcome... at first tell myself n0t to cry... Before i wan to say... i still feel ok..normal...but when i really decided to say..my heart pumped very fast...den as wad i expected.... really g0t rejected.... i cried...i dunn0 h0w am i going to face him next time....

long time didnt blog le...lazzi!!! all the uts hav finished le s0 happy:D .... Yesterday went to watch the mummy-tomb of dragon wif my sis at gv marina.... we watch 0025 de... the movie was nice and funny...before the show start..me n my sis start to eat the saltedsweet porncorn...den during the movie, i eat n eat bite n bite...after movie my mouth was s0 t!red.... den we took 3N sbs bus g0 h0me...first time take tis bus...quite fast reach home ard 3plus..
today went to taka take my aug roster...tis fri working after sch..HAIX!!!last day of work is 31th... den went to fareast bought a top n a duan ku.. after tat g0 home... today weather was DAMN HOT!!! the bus aircon like not working...i was sweating profusely inside the bus...my sweat can even FLOOD the bus....... SUPER ANGRY+FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!
i still haven tell him yet....when am i g0ing to tell him????

My flu hasnt recover yet..feeling s0 terrible..all i nd is the care from u..BUT... i know u ll n0t care... i hav finally told my rme tat after end of next mth , i ll stop working... i quit!!! i struggle to decide in the end still decide to quit...So SOrry!! it's ard 8mths i stay in tis field... actually i cant bear to quit for due to some factors....it was s0 sudden... they jus suddenly tell me tat... i g0t a shock... all the best for me next mth... y cant u jus show some care n concern?????? i was soooooo SAD!!! ut going finish... n the time is coming.... i nd to find the answer and face the reality...there's no pt for me to continue to be so emo...i nd to know ur answer... if the outcome is undesirable...i cannot do anything but to really totally giv up ....

jian nan ren u said tat u ll be there to console me ritez??? make sure u do tat....

I wasnt feeling well today...early morning bath out start to sneeze...g0 sch even worst... within 1 min dunn0 sneeze h0w many times...tears even flow out... wad a bad day... tml is sci ut le...bio..argh!!! i hav decided le... after the 3 uts, i ll tell him..no matter wad outcome i ll jus face the reality...no pt dragging... faster ask , faster get the answer..

Today work morning reach early as usual.. clean counter den cut stock...morning was s0 quiet.... haven open bills....den ard 11 plus to 12 plus start to open bills liao...first bill is $351(NR) after tat $130(pda) den last bill $97( IM).... quite happy wif today sales.....before i leave , i write my timesheet n found tat i only work 2days for tis mth.....whaaha!!!

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爱很浓心很空

该怎么停在你心中

只剩长已久的寂寞时间

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究竟有多少次错过

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就算相拥一秒种就已足够

如果我知道太多

那关于相遇的错过

奋不顾身的追求能找到什么

如果你等得太久

请相信我不曾经过

想装上翅膀飞到你身后

爱很浓心很空

该怎么停在你心中

只剩长已久的寂寞时间

带不走

爱很多心很痛究竟有多少次错过

这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中

我却无法开口

相信放在心中愿随时为你保留

真爱在我口袋别让风把它带走

思念不能放开它就像潮水

难以回收

就算相拥一秒种就已足够

爱很浓心很空

该怎么停在你心中

只剩下依旧的寂寞时间

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爱很多心很痛究竟有多少次错过

这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中

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I HATE myself!!! y i don't hav the courage to say??? wanting to giv up but still cant d0 it.... so miserable....

Today i didnt g0 anywhere but stay at h0me use com and watch tv show.... g0ing to sch holi...only 3 wks.. starts from 13Aug-2Sept... 15th&16th Aug g0t bad camp.... 19th - 21th Aug W47P chalet at Changi..l00king forwards to class chalet(:.... after the holi g0ing to change class and classmates... i dun wan.... I find all my classmates fine to work wif and able to joke wif them...especially Maria(mom) n Yenfi(boss) Hahaha....counting down to holi...left 18days... SOBXx...although i wan holi but i DO NOT wan to change class....Haaix... next wk consecutively three days UTs... TUE,WED N THUR..... therefore n0t going for tue training....
Tml working morning shift....actually n0t working tml 1 but tat day joyce called me to help her work tml so i anything......HAIX!!!y nd to change class after a semester?????????????????????


W47P classlist!!!

Ricca, Syazana, Namierah, Maria,Marilyn,Shirlyn,SiewPing,Yiling,Kriss,Kim, Yenfi,Hongshan,Shaoshuai,Desmond,Edmond,Yewhuey,Damian,WuiChong,JJ,
Aloy n Nick

Happy 2 kn0w all of u....:)

Haixyaya.. i hate cogni faci...he gav me C for problem 12...maria g0t A... den ut g0t D+....badly done..now lesson is als0 very boring..he kept asking back the same qns... already 3.56 liao left 2 m0re grps to present....i guess lesson ll ended again at 5+.....tml n0 ut...YEAHh!!! today g0 home can rest le....

Cont1nuee.... today in class took some photo wif marilyn, maria n shirlyn ... we 4 gurls team.... tml enterprise wonder how difficult ll it be..wweahahah....

today computing still ok ok la...faci goes through step by step... manage to finish the vb....
tml cultural ut liao sianx...

Although u said in the first place u nv even blame me but i still feel very bad for not keeping my words... i still cant forgive myself...thanks for not angry wif me...(:

Today wear new shoes...the heel is 6.5 cm wor... new shoes so my feet confirm pain .. den the pain was getting worst n worst den i sit at davidoff chair when n0 customer..... i forgot to bring slipper to change after work...so i bear wif the pain walked out of taka to the busstop opp. taka taxi stand....standing at the busstop waiting for 190.... it was damn slow... i was sweating wif cold sweat.....

jus download the crazzytaxi n it really make me mad...HAHA!!! today before go bad haha club meet at library do rj den after i hav done mine i played crazzytaxi... jus play so no skills in driving it ... i even fall into the sea ..serverly hit the cars n pp....haha...i was laughing n playing... ah wang tinks i siao ah play tis game can laugh by myself...lol...

Today bad training still ok lor.... but tml my legs n arms confrim ll ache very seriously cos of thur traiining....tml not working very happy can wake up later abit...haaha... den depend on the weather, if the weather gd ll be going to east coast park cycle.

SORRY!! pls dun forgive me....

Haix(... today bad g0t punishment ....we haha club bear the consequences tgth..... after tat we trained lifting, dropping, netting n tapping.....tiredx...

SORRY for wat i hav done wrong n made u disappointed n hurt...... i wont expect u to forgive me.... u shld be angry wif me..... no matter wat i explained u ll not accept also....so i ll not say much but can only tell u SORRY tat i hav made u lost the trust on me..... jus cos of my bad mouth....has ruined our friendship...... serve me right.... U SHLD REALLY ANGRY WIF ME...... i ll not ask for ur forgiveness n i ll also not forgive myself..... i can't 100% gurantee i ll keep all the promises.... so PLS DUN TRUST ME IN THE FUTURE... SORRY!!!! wo hen NEI JIU....

Cognitive really damn BORING!! ard 11 plus, the fire alarm sounded.... its time for the fire evacuation... everyone frm w4 climbed down the stair n walked all the way to sport complex de soccer field there.... when my class reached there, we took photos...hahax.... imagine if really got fire, we still hav the mood to take photos??? not even a faci giv a speech or wat...after awhile we're asked me go back class.... back to class we gurls take photos again ... today 7 pp nv cum sch.... onli 15 pp.... today pro really ****...... the faci didnt even giv us a brief ideas wat to do.... den wat i'm angry of was tat the faci didnt pay attention to my grp's presentation.. den he always like to ask some funny qns....

he blur until the rj didnt publish... haixee...... tml still g0t computing ut.... plus bad training... tml ll be thunder day.... haha club is goin to settle some politics pro.... GOGOGO HAHA CLUB:) no matter wat we ll help each other ritez....remember our mission n vision .... HAHA CLUB NONSENSE TO THE MAX... WE LL CRAP THRU THE WHOLE TRAINING.. haha ... oopseez...

i still n0t yet n0 tis coming wkends working anot..... actually i dun feel like working ..... i tink i gonna ask joyce tml wat is my roster for tis mth....

TML IS THE DAY TO FACE THE PROBLEM!!!!! GO HAHA CLUB!!!

Yesterday 12 reached bad court waiting for friendly match...we thought tat our opponents very strong but its not...hav alot of fun time playing wif the japanese auntie..haha....
After tat at nite i went taka take gucci envy me frm ken..it costs me $81 onli usual price $135....finally got it...haha... den i checked my roster n found out tat joyce onli put me today work mid.... den today got nr promo so promo area 2 pp ,counter also 2 pp... den i told her tat since today enuf pp i dun work can rest... she said ok lol.... den she told me she hasnt plan finish the roster wait for her to plan finish den inform me.... den tis morning 11 plus irene called me ...she said she thought today i got work so cum early to tok to me....but i chose not to work today....den she said the roster put me 13 n 20 work .... den i told her if enuf pp i shall not work its ok..... in the first place it was me who told joyce i dun wan work after sch although not the whole wkdays cos its so tiring rushing to taka after sch.... so cant blame joyce if she put me less days to work....if really tis mth i nv work its ok la....let me hav a rest during wkends... so jealous of my friends when wkends can go out n hav fun...... hahaxp.....

Today damn sian..cultural module...didnt even do anything...feeling so bad... during other grps presentation, i started to doze off ....trying very best to keep myself awake...today run 7 rounds again with timing...very lousy.... before training , i ate brownie which was very sweet den xinying ate orea cheesecake......hui ate curry puff..... den during running the choco made me feel very bad..... feel very out of breathe.... actually wan giv out running but i still manage to complete tat 7 rounds...haix tis wk thur, fri n sat still got bad...

Yesterday,it was so unlucky for me to lose so many shots and i gonna do 50push up....sian diao..... den the footwork 6 sets of 10.... squat down turn right left right den stand up throw the shutter over net den run forward.... do all tis made me body start to ache liao.....

After bad training, haha club go mac eat den crap all the way to causeway ... me usually didnt craap so much ,yesterday was exceptionally different...really very unusual... laugh until stomach goin cramp...
Den at mac, haha club crapped alot laughed until mad.... yesterday really very high..even hui said wow u hav started to become so humorous liao..hui said i mus also jia you cannot lose to ur...lol..

Today in sch wanting walk to interchange, i used my hand n chopped on yenfi's shoulder..haha ...he got a shock tinkin i something wrong is it? me is like tat one...suddenly ll do some stupid weird things tat make pp puzzle.....pp tink i crazy...
tml goin the cathay watch driving lesson wif kriss,yiling n maria...Sun after work goin cineleisure watch Dont mess wif Zohan wif emily... den tis 2 wkends spend money on movie liao..hahaa....also now thinking of dunno call who go kbox or party world sing...

heng lei....

Haix today the adventure thingy made my heart pumped very fast.... when wanting cross over to the next plank, i wan cross but my legs stick to the plank... finally i crossed over...thanks to kriss.... haha.. she encouraged me not to scare...

after tat actually tinking of not goin bad training but i feel very sorry if nv go so i went there play awhile...loke flipped me shutter lor.... den start from next wk, bad training ll be tue,thur fri... tml working lei...actually dun wan work but i haven order the ea white man , onli left 2.. not enuf to sell..irene next mth den she come back.... she asked me to order stock n foc tat r not enuf so i mus order the ea white tml.... after sch still nd rush there...very tired lei...nv see before a parttimer like me noe how to do the paper work..... i rather be a normal parttimer...

tat day mon also working..... den slp at ard 1 den everyday wake up at 630am..not enuf slp... den today lei dun nd say... now already 150am.... confirm not enuf slp again.. tml still got work come back ard 10 plus liao.... den ll confirm slp at 12 plus again....everyday like tat how can i tahan..... everyday come back home ard 10 plus cos of work n bad training...

today i was so irritated abt alot of things.... very stress n frustrated..wanting to find someone to tok to who is hs but he's not free dont wan disturb him la.... so i write blog ba....ll at least feel better.... next mth,I dun wan to work on wkdays....cant tahan.... after work come back still nd rush rj.... very tired....

today morning shift... 9am reach taka....so early.... haix...cos wan to do paper work... den do half way clean counter... very FAN... next wk i going tell joyce i only wan work sun liao only when they nd pp on sun.. i dun wan work after sch... i wan rest..... everytime rush to taka after sch damn tired!!!

EMOING!!!!

i dunno y suddenly tink of my sec sch...last time every morning ll reach sch ard 7am n gathered at the foyer there n sit down waiting for other gurls come... den we ll according to the same procedure when music play mus assemble at the parade square liao... den during sec 4 sch in renovation so classroom was the cabin with aircon onli upper sec got to use it.. den our class de aircon everytime something wrong..haha...

Den last time after i got a bad coach, i started to train more seriously...i would like to thanks my coach...THANKS U UNCLE!!! i hav improved alot cos of his taught.... i hav alot of fun training wif my dear juniors n friends...xiuwen, xinyi,germaine,denyne,lao xiao n more.. REALLI MISSED THE TRAINING N THEM!!!!today xinyi sms me asked me when coming back sch to play..den i said maybe tis sat ...long time no see them liao... i also wan see how the sch look like liao after renovation....

THE MOST UNFORGETTABLE TIME was sec2 when i was the vice-chairman of 2E2... our class was very famous of toking alot... everytime cher ll complain can hear our voice frm staffroom hahah.... den during any classroom competition such as decoration of board on cny... our class won..so happy!!! cos of my friends' help if not impossible to complete the decoration by myself....

i tink i noe y i dun scared guys hit me cos tat time i tink was victor n farit wan to fight den i quickly rushed infornt of them n of course manage to stop them... den weichiang(chairman) said u hor dun scared them accidentally punch u ah? i said nope ... at tat moment i didnt tink much i jus rush there to stop the quarrel...

write until here first continue tml... alreadi 2:15 tml still got computing ut...OH MY GOD!!!

TORTURE!!!

Sia la.. today during sci ut start to hav flu liao... den slowly even worst become block nose..... den i crazy alreadi very cold liao still go buy choco iceblended .. after i drank tat no more block nose instead become liu bi ti....haix.... feeling very terrible.... den 6 went bad hall... cos every tue mostly is physical training.. i was thinking die liao today nd run 7 rounds again... BUT to my surprise, loke sick today so he said thur den train today let us play.... den xinyi,tracy , gen and me played lol..... very happy...
My cognitive UT1 came out liao...i got B so happy finally got a B for one module....

Now im trying my very best to siao if possible in front of my friends.... maybe tis ll try to make me feel better...i musnt let myself to be em0....

fri 6th june morning set off to genting... reach there already 3 plus den still nd queue to take key...waited n waited... 4 plus den get the key....den we go walkwalk seesee...take the cable car...genting can see a lot of mist and cool weather so shuang....
den while sitting inside the cable car, suddenly i saw a monkey sitting on the metal bar, very cute....den sis said i 'm so lucky...she nv see any monkey every time she cum... first day in genting was damn boring...
next day went kl...so crowded there plus feeling so unsafe... people there still smoke inside air-con shopping centre cant stand them... REALLIY NO SENSE OF CONSIDERATION!!! first time take the monorail.... didnt buy much clothes...mostly accessorities...evening went back genting hav dinner walk walk bought a new top frm Mango...
tis morning wake up ard 6 plus raining heavily...actualli tinking of goin to the theme park play on the last day ma....nvm ba..next time cum den play.... but i still hav fun playing inside the acade wif my sis...we play the shooting of basketball... my basketball damn lousy... but still not too bad able to get to second round...
After accumulated all the tickets went to exchange it wif a namecard holder which my sis wan den a lucky gold coin keychain n a bkmark nthing to exchange wif so low pts...hahax... next time cum mus play harder...den come back nv jam so happy..
Haix..tml mus work liao..sianx...tired lei....morning shift...

HaIX...

Haix.. today puig principal n director cum down taka... i was so nervous, scared tat he ll ask qn..in the end, they jus cum here see see den went off.... today sales very bad..onli opened 1 bill-$127... ALso today miss bad training...haix..

Haix... bro going ns liao....nobody play wif me liao): saddening...
Ha-ha club now has a new mission whch is to crap all the way through training n Vision is nonsense to the MAX!!!! it was so fun training and chattering wif them ....thanks haha club members for letting me to be siao n ur really lighten up my day....wif ur crap wif me i wont be alone anymore....

Haix(

Tis few days i dunno wat happen to me... i feel like i becum more bao li...also tok very loud and chu lu...really something wrong...Sian.. still got 1wk den holi...

Recently, we established a new badminton club...Geok hui our leader den the other memebers r xingyi, me,ah wang, tracy n joelle ...we hav a fun time during training...crap alot.... also tok abt the who without net..hahah.... we r like san ba de ah soh..lol...tat day tue after training go civil plaza eat mac... den the computer asked ah hui wan eat fries ma...den i told the other, he didnt ask us onli ask her...den she was the last to eat finish cos we kept making fun of her..when she wan bite her fish burger...it was so tough ..laugh n laugh ....goin to choke....
den thur went to the outdoor gym...me no li liao den loke asked us do 50 times of the pulling of the thing to train our arm strength... den i do until 30 stop...cant tanhan...last wk missed 2 days of training....den i told loke wait ah...qian zu xian..later continue 20 more...when i was abt to finish my last stretch, i shouted" wuuuuu shiiiiii....." like constipation.... Geok hui they all laughed ...

Tat day thur before go training, everyone meet at library do rj... den tracy went meet her friend so she left first , meet us at bad court..... den she so forgetful ..left her hp on the desk... den dunno y we tok abt kicknapping...i tink is tok abt Tracy's hp got kicknap...den i told them:" ask the kicknapper lai na shu jing" should be kicknapper na shu jing lai.... den everyone laughed after i said tat... also dunno y i said tat ....stupid...

happy!!!!

Today is vesak day and i work morning...Alret n Kevin also morning den we hav a fun time toking n laughing.....Kevin goin NS liao..Haix...work until 30th..... den afternoon when Vanis cum, we gather n tok abt scary thing ... den Vanis, me, Kevin n Guan ting ate KFC... long time no eat liao.... today opened 400+ only ...eat grass sia.... quite relax today ...really cos today my senior didnt work is ah boon working so when i wan tok to other , i wont be uneasy....although PH work very sian , at least got them tok n joke wif me worth to work today.... 31th sch holi.... i'm definitely not goin to work for tat 2wks ....sooner or later ...i goin to quit.... it jus tat now shortage of manpower den they treat me quite well so i decided to jus continue first...BUT if i quit i ll miss my friends.... sobxx.... see how long can i hold on....
tis few days slp quite well .... ard 11pm slp liao...other days when tok to hs ard 12 to 1 + den slp...he went malaysia so didnt chat wif him den i can slp early.....luckily nv miss him...hahaa....tml bad training ....die liao ...last wk missed all the training...HAIXXX....................................jiayou ba!!!

Long time didnt blog liao... Sianx...tml is computing UT... tml working after sch, hav to rush to taka..TIRED!!!! ll also miss my bad training...HAIX!!! i got my 1st A for enterprise so happy...jus nice tat i noe some poa terms and participate in the discussion...mus continue participate in the discussion...
Feeling so sadx...last time used to chat wif him mostly every nite but now see him online always busy wif hw nv tok to me....i hate being left out by my so called gd friend... now i DONT trust a gd friendship...although i treat tat friend as gd friend but he may not treat me as the same as i treat him... for me GD FRIENDSHIP doesnt exist... i ll nv trust it anymore... it ll only bring me pain...

Feeling really tired now...not tat kind of wan to sleep tired ...i dunno how to explain.. goin to end of tis mth liao...alot of things nd to do..count stocks,do all the paper works n change all the price tags for pda/cah/nn...

Goin to sch reopens..sianx... use to working now ask me go back sch study feeling realli uneasy... ll realli realli miss the working days n friends... last few days under stresss but now its over... luckily i got a friend who always willing to lend his listening ears to me if not i ll go under depression...i didnt bluff...realli wan to thanks him for being my counsellor...hahax...fews more days left ...tis mth ll soon be over..i really hope tat time can stop now... hope to spend enjoyable time for the rest of the days...

TiREd..

It seems to be quite a long time i didnt off.. i hav to wait for 13th den off cos i'm goin to rp register... i'm feeling tiredx but i dun feel like taking off days..use to working liao so when thinking of sch reopens realli very sianx diao...my bd cuming soon ..4 days more...not looking forwards to it..

today offf again.. tat day sun also got off...sun i went out wif my sis..we went fareast n i bought hello kitty pouch n wallet cos they very cute... den went to my sis's friend shop buy tshirt...also i bought 2nice design caps ...one is $12 e other $25..went to bugis junction de body shop buy blusher..tat day spent ard $200..n left ipod earpieces, bag...left 15days to my bd..

things tat i wan to buy....
-ipod earpeice
-black tshirt
-t shirt
-wallet
-blusher
-eye shadow
-slipper
-sling bag

E MOST HAPPIEST DAY!!!

today morming shift very happy cause once i off duty i can go counter stand...morning opened 296 bill gd start den afternoon also open den evening nd 200 plus more to hit 1st tier so i stayed ..finally i hit 1st tier..while i was tinking whether to stay longer so tat i can hit 2nd tier den awhile later got customer.... opened 1 more bill again ...sold 2 imm francie75ml den last bill was jpg fleur du male ... den i realised tat i worked full shift for today...although very tired but worth it luckily i didnt on e dot go home if not i really regret so much cause at nite realli got pp.. i stayed i hit 2nd tier ...first time hit lei...happy ...total sales for today ard $1140...didnt regret staying back...hope e rest of e days in taka can hav gd sales...gd luck........

SAD:'''(

haix..last three days my sales were realli bad...most pp hit 2nd tier but me below target...even my friend meiyan could hit 2nd tier yesterday after she opened nr bills... depressed...pp ard me all hav gd sales including boon gwee...promtion area no customers...yesterday i managed to open 300 plus at e promo. area...kailin,cass n meiyan mostly opened bills at e counter.whenever i went back counter either customers being served or no customer..now i'm tinking whether to continue next mth.. maybe i realli down on luck this few days ... wat can i do..?i can only pray for gd sales everyday..nobody can realli understand how i feel ... e kind of fear of not opening ani bills.. i got phobia for promotions...previously there's cp atrium n rc promotion both not gd ..so i hope tat taka mbb promotion can help me walk out of my fear..but....realli feel like crying whenever see pp ard me opened many bills..yesterday i told cass no mood go for break..y?cos worry alot of my sales..he replied..dun nd so tense up no worries...i'm a very serious person when cum to work ...how can i not worry...ny coming ..looking forward to it.. time flies...everyday busy didnt expect goin ny le...my birthday is coming also ..very happi turning 17 soon..dunno this yr de birthday got any special anot..

today finalli off..went to rc find meiyan after tat go bugis wif fang n liy... sianx..tomoro work full shift 830 mus reach to set up e things at e promo area.. HOPE MY SALES LL BE GOOD..OPEN BIG BILLS EVERYDAY..ALL E BEST!!!!!

:'''(

sat goin taka work liaO.. ll miss cp n rc alot...SOBB..hope tat i can mix well wif e pp over there...me very zhong gan qing de.. y i said so cause last time e first place i worked was CK TANGS..i struggled for quite a sometimes n it's a place where i learned alot... den last min i was informed to go cp..at tat moment i was so sie bu de all e new friends .. after awhile when i adapted to cp i'm ok liao.. but i ll always grumbled to someone whenever i was transffered to other places.. wan someone to lend a listening ear to me..who can be tat person?????

today sales quite ok ok la but can be even better.. i afternoon shift den Hugo Boss's promoter also afternoon den at nite i chatted wif her ... den she told me yesterday nite around 11 plus when she was at e corridor of her hse she saw a weird middle-age woman lottering outside her hse ... so fishy ...e woman saw her , she quickly walked to e staircase ...den Ida went into her hse... she peeped through e peep-hole looking at wat on earth e woman was doin den e woman was taking out her shoes happily entered her neighbor's hse whch she tink onli e uncle at home den she was tinking mus be e uncle's familiy nt at home cause e light was off .. den Ida said mus be something wrong so she said she ll be asking e uncle's wife where was she on tat nite..... den she told me she scared later e wife got heart attack but she dun care mus tell her ... how can e uncle has affair if its real..den i told Ida if she suddenly opened e door den e woman surely got heart attack...can't imagine..hahas........at least when i go rc work i still got Ida to chat wif me....ll not be so bored..

extremely stress day

today i worked full shift at rc...i waited n waited finalli there's a customer bought prda from me ... at tat moment i was so happi cause frm 1030 till 5 plus i didnt even opened a bill .. i was so worried cause i full shift so mus at least open a bill if realli no pp..however after tat i didnt open animore...so sad...den i looked at ck counter ,william opened so mani bills lor den liz also opened around 500 plus... onli me 126... i started thinking how? how? how? telling myself no choice wat pp cum only wan to smell e fragrance not to buy...den chin boon called a few times frm cp asking me how mani bills ?... e first time he called i havent opened 1 yet den he told me joyce called him askin how's my sales ... i prayed hard hopin after awhile pp ll cum... i wan to prove to every1 tat my sales r not lousy also wan them to praise me ma also wan get more commission but... haix... waited until 10pm end of e day.. sent sales to joyce whch was onli 126...den i told myself dun lose heart e next day ll be a better day..jia you.......