Before we reach floating platform, we have to passby citylink..
so he bought the popcorn(dont know wads the name)
Caramel crisp...
den he got 2 cup of choco drink... =)
finally i got to drink tat... hehe
den he bought 1 1.5L mineral water...
as if he is going for some picnic... haha
reached there and the tickets are yellow sector...

so im so lucky... first time went to floating platform to watch ndp rehearsal and i got to sit somewhere at the center...
There's 1 part where they intro diff races diff culture etc...
den got xiao long bao...
damn cute....
and the FIREWORK!!!!
there was heart shape firework!!!
damn beautiful...
Dinner burger king...
den off to have some beer... heart to heart talk...
cool sia...
managed to drink 1/2 of the big bottle of heneiken, the rest he finished haha... and i spotted some red rashes lol...
weird...
in the past, i dont have rashes after drink...
so i abit freaked out...
den its near to chinese 7mth.. haha
den cab home...
enjoy myself to the max...
thanks bro...
i will laugh whenever i see u...
u try to cheer me up when u see me started to emo...
rmb durian ah!!!
Pool!!! loser punch...
hopefully u can be my best friend forever...

=) Day

Singing with Deanna,Zg,Mel and Dedrick...
went to teoheng... it used to be our regular place to sing during sch days...
really miss lots...
haha... We patronize there like most of wed cos its our free day if there's no fyp...
Sing Sang Sung.. Enjoyed to the max =)
Went to Astons somewhere along the shophse...
Had french fries... salty hor...
After that zg suggest to have some durian... but mel scared that once she *Burb*
~~durian smell~~
Deanna yong and Dedrick yong both hate durian.. haha
both sounds like sibling.. haha.. D Yong's family..
I love durian...
I hate jackfruit... hahah
In the end we decided not to eat...
Other days? durian feast..hehe

I got a new fren.. His name is ah beng.
Eh NO! Sister?
Also NO! Strawberry milk?
All NO!!
Haha... Is S.H.A.U.N!!!
he said i have passed his communication test and im qualified to be his BFF...
chim huh still have test...
Finally i have a best friend forever...
You are my first bff.. honour anot...
You better dont lie to me ah... I chose to believe u this time..
im very sensitive to friendship thingy nowsaday...
Anyone who dont appreciate me as their friends.. Pls leave me alone...
WARNING:::DO NOT!!! Step into my life if u dont appreciate and cherish me as a friend...

I am really glad tat i dont have the urge to msg u or wad now as compared to last time when i still so thickskinned pester u making myself so buyaolian...
I can tell u and the whole world now...
I am living happily now.. getting to know a few new friends...
Its rather pointless to stuck at one point living so miserable...
You can be so happy and enjoying ur life now so CAN I...
And i totally woke up! like finally...
U are not the only impt person in my life...there are still others...
Without u doesnt mean is end of the world...
No more the weak siewping...
at least i can say... now,im stronger than last time...

Yeah! Finally i can rest... Chiong all the way for 2wks plus without Off... though tired still worth it :) Time pass really fast when i work everyday...
Alot of things to blog but where to start off...

Okay...
From my blister feet!
Now the bottom of my toes full of blisters... disgusting rite...
standing for 7.5 hrs for 1shift and 10.5hrs for full shift with my cover shoes, no air circulation mean SMELLY FEET!!!...
Worked 2 full shift this week...
There's promo at taka...
we are lacked of manpower...
Just like yesterday... me n weichiang worked full shift... tending the promo area and counter...
Previously was frustrated of the product pricing and stock quantity...
now... phew~
Yesterday was our last day... and i gonna rest for awhile before i start work at Belinda's counter...
Grateful thanks to Jenny auntie cos she gave us a small gift to wish us all the best...
All along she dote us alot.... she bought us ToriQ chicken ball... treat me her biscuit =)
Treat me lunch/dinner... feel very paiseh so me and weichiang bought her favourite scallop biscuit as a token of appreciation.. Thank you auntie...
Had alot of sweet junk food whenever i work... haha...
choco from other counters...
i really need to exercise to burn my fats and cut down sweet stuff... i dont want get diabetes...
I am more happy now though working in the society is stressful, its the place i can grow more mature... making new friends... knowing interesting stuff like Labanese stuff...
Super looking forwards to singing session with them and steamboat...

:'(
Last day of my work at Fadina and i still never get the chance to talk to him...
really sad... I never smile to him whenever i passby his counter cos i dont dare to...
Timid me...

Ytd after work...
Supper with Weichiang, Jessica and Lewis...
Lewis parked his car at cineleisure carpark which is also called Birdshit carpark...
so his car full of bird droppings... lol
Went to Newton circle for supper...
Thanks for the fried kway tiao treat... :)

Hopefully my 2mths pay coming in today...
Working hard everyday, knowing tat i did earn $ but havent receive my pay...
Earn but cannot get to spend... lol...

Last thing...
Do i look like some philippine or malays?
Customer asked me Are u a malay/philippine/others...
And i said...
I AM A SINGAPOREAN CHINESE!

Begin off with Monday 11st July...
I was told that i will get my pay... im soooo anticipated for my cheque to come...
texted lady boss to remind her about my cheque and she replied that she couldnt give me the cheque now becos of a missing signature... -.-
After i read her msg, i totally moodless...
Keep hearing tat she will pass us the cheque when she comes down counter...
Full of disssapointment!!!
By right working till this sunday but some promo happening now at Expo and upcoming promo at taka food hall so they are in need of manpower...
me n weichiang decided to commit 1 more week...
This week is HELL!!!
By right Tuesday is my off day but boss command NO OFF DAY FOR ALL OF US THIS WEEK!!!
Even sian.. SPOILT MY DAY!!! 1st NO SALARY! 2nd NO REST DAY!
While the rest busying at Expo... me n weichiang also damn damn busy!
Helped to pack stuff...
Wednesday me n him both worked Full shift...
Tiring huh...I stand too long until my feet have blister and scatches... 1 word PAIN!
and both my legs become zhu jiao... swollen only...
On a happier side... Supper with Jessica, Belinda, Lewis , me and weichiang at Bao Jing Tian...
Enjoyed myself to the max...
Belinda is a humorous person too...
And they knew my secret :(
Keep getting tease by them... *Blushing*
What's wrong with having an eye candy...
I didnt even cause any incovenient for him...
Looking forward to K session...
i so wanting to sing...
Sing my lung out...
Let out my sadness...


And Wed full shift but i set the timing for afternoon shift...First time of my life i set the wrong alarm time...



Rushed to work without makeup=UGLY!Pale!

Even if with/without makeup i look Ugly but still makeup can cover abit of my dark circle and make me look less pale...

Basically this few days at counter we are overloaded by work...
Weichiang cough and sneeze... these bugs pass over to me and my turn to cough n block nose...
haix... Nick faster come back to work lei...both of us desperate for rest day now...

My bro finally back to his hometown after strenuous training in Thailand..
Me, maine, mom,dad went to fetch him...
Even though i feel so sick still i dragged myself to airport...
Had Swensen =)
His flight landed ard 0103
waited like 15min den he's out...
on my way home, dozing off...
Off to bed straight after i brush my teeth... :B
Blocked nose is superly irritating...
Disturb my sleep only...
and i could feel the heat at my outer body...
Sigh~

And i getting fatter n fatter... due to the supper after work... Argh!
How are u? U seems to be MIA...

Last saturday morning shift...
not much sales...
damn sleepy at the counter...
jus feel like going home and sleep... haha
after work went to meetup wif my clique :)
Had the Handburger...
super bloated...
Sorry Deanna, my planning like screwed up...
By right shld plan something to do after dinner but ended up during dinner den we start discussing wad to do next...
i could only say im a lousy planner...

1 kind soul asked me....
'How did i feel when i wake up yst morning?'
And he said....
I can control my thoughts and emotion! Have i ever felt happy cheerful bubbly when i wake up?
My answer is NO!
Have i ever felt bad,discourage,sad when i wake up?
YES I DID!!!
However, it is just waking up!
How can i feel all this emotions when i just wake up?
It all starts with ME!
I can choose to overcome my grief and bitterness towards him and be a better woman or i can choose to dull in anger and self pity...

Thanks Boy...
I know now i should not bring down by him...
since he didnt get affected by me much or not even get affected and living well happily now...
Why should i be soo SILLY torturing myself...
I could say im SILLY TO THE MAX!!!
Oh well... it's a matter of time...
without him is not end of my life...
I still have a long journey to walk...
It's just my first r/s only what!
I should learn how to take and let go...

Anyway yesterday was working afternoon shift...
Sis and her fren came to my counter...
after tat sis meeting her fren at Dempsey PS Cafe...
so she asked me if i wan to tag along...
so i went...
very romantic and peaceful place...
drank cranberry juice...
and her frens are all 33yrs old.. haha
so they asked me how old am i...
what im doing now?
Just a few random chat :)
Sometimes mixing with people who is older than u by alot is good...
Den sis's fren drove us home... :)
Guys drive using 1 hand is COOL & HANDSOME!!!
haha
I like mature guy... :D
Now im 20th... reaching 21st soon like 9mths time...
My mindset should be growing mature...
For now, im sure what i want to do...
Just do and dont have to bother what others think...
As long im NOT WASTING MY LIFE!

Know a few new friends :)
Jolinee, Belinda, Ewan,Jessica

I WANT TO SING!!!

Saturday worked morning shift...
Nick has chicken pox now.. poor him.. i think by the time he recover, he dont have to come back to work cos he said he will be leaving on 15thJuly...
Nick couldnt come work mean me n weichiang have less off days...
working wif weichiang is extremely better than tat 2guys...
cos he can entertain me, talk nonsense wif me...
so there's 1day when i walked out of counter i saw a regular coke standing upright on the floor...
some inconsiderate ppl threw it outside our counter...
so....
Me:'Weichiang, come and see.'
Him:'What,*walking out of counter.'
Me:'See, u pick up and throw lei.'
haha im a bully lol...
so he picked up and threw into dustbin...

He also likes to randomly hum songs...
so he hum Wang Jie's song...
Him: ' 那只是一场游戏一场梦...'
Me:' WangJie also have another song, den i started singing...为什么道别离.....'
after awhile den we realized its the same song...
haha damn funny...

the day before, when i went to return float...
choco auntie queuing infront..
inside stall n outside stall have to queue separately
so this gurl she is confused lol..
she dont know which 1 she's belongs...
so auntie said:' Ni bu shi li mian jiu shi wai mian ma...bu shi wai mian jiu shi li mian ma'
haha i standing there laughing...
this few days at counter, i jus have random craving for Ba Gua, Rou chuo mian, mac.. haha
and tat day coffee auntie gave me a cup of strong coffee...
when i got back home, rest awhile n i managed to slp..
haha i think coffee doesnt affect me at all...

ytd business was lousy... haix
standing outside call out for customer but i didnt like everyone walk pass me i will call out wad...
and maybe i said very softly n unagressive, ladyboss couldnt hear wad i say den she said me lor..
say must like this... abit bushuang cos not like i standing there totally nv talk... i did ok...
jus tat im too soft...

ok ever since i eat vitamin n iron pill, my palm n feets sweat alot...
usually i will have sweating palm n feet but not always..sometimes only...
damn irritated... den my feets sweat n rub against my shoes so there's scatches plus tat day elvis stepped on my injuried toes -.-
ytd mom helped me bandage and it really help... not so pain...

Ok...enuf of my work...
Sat after work, went home to change into slipper n short cos my toes really really painful...
so im late...
me n fel late.. haha
but jus nice when we reach Mahanttan, its our turn to order...
so brendan share wif us his army experience...
he showed us his old fashioned phone... haha
behind his phone there's a SOS button...
so he keyed in my number and pressed SOS...
den i received a msg in chinese saying Jing Ji...
followed by a Call...
after tat they catch a movie but i didnt
So Sorry...
next time we shall meet up again ok to chitchat more, pool or bowling...

den bus to clarke quay... alighted at tat stop... walking towards The Central...
when crossing the road, suddenly i feel the urge to cry...
tears swimming ard my eyeball and i jus refused to let it flow out...
den take my time walk to white bar...
something happened before i reach...
i could only say Sorry Deanna...
dad text me at ard 1plus asking reaching home le ma...
so i said ya going back soon...
he text me again after awhile asking reach le ma..
i said u can go slp first maybe meeting my sis who is somewhere at clarke quay...
den i went off after tat... this is the first time my dad didnt ask y i come home so late... usually if i join the guys for drinking i will leave like 11pm... this time later abit...
so reached home seeing dad lying on the sofa watching tv and he didnt say anything or scold me...
haha quite surprised...
Thanks dad for staying up late to wait for me to reach home safetly...

I will really TRY... TRY NOT TO bother so much now abt wad u doing etc...
really this time.. i will tell myself its not my business, you like to do wad is ur own freedom, i dont have the rights to bother it... even if i jealous abt wadever stuff, suan le...
I just wait for the day when we can really turn back good fren...
i will wait for this day be it 1 yr...2 yrs after ur NS or even more...
You are still my bestfren though im not ur best fren...

OK after rest for so many days very nua... haha
time for work later...

Ubin...
I find it nice to cycle at ubin.. i like...
first time cycled at ubin and irritating mosquitos bite me like nobody business
before amy reach ubin, Gua Xin Jia Bo Feng.. the sky cried out loud.. Bomm~!
sheltered inside ahgong's hse(he sells drinks)
finally went into the quarry...
both my hands tanned abit :)

So Mel, Deanna,Zg did their jumpshot...
den my turn to jump into the water...
if i not wrong is zg asked me jump!
den my mind is blank...
not very scared but jus i see the water...hmmm~
so like 5-10mins later i decided to jus jump lor since there's lifejacket but still i will scared cos i feel insecure when my feet doesnt touch the ground...
when i jumped in... the water straight gushed into my nose..Ohmy! my nose drinking water...
if i know how to swim i of cos enjoy staying inside the water...
maybe cos i dont know how to swim so i dont like water sport.. i prefer racket sport...
I love badminton :)
if there is chance i will learn squash and tennis...
i find gurls playing tennis super charming?
and its under scorching Tai Yang Gong Gong
make the gurls look more sporty... :)

So im very proud of myself too...
cos i conquered my fear.. plucked up my courage JUMP IN!
phew~ scary but good experience...
at least i did myself something proud tat day...
Siewping bear in mind... MUST BE BRAVE!
Nobody can help me to overcome my fear but MYSELF!

went to marina square de Carl's junior...
tats my only meal for tat day...
morning i took my iron pill n vitamin and i dont have appetitie so i nv had my breakfast...
i didnt grab any bite at changi...
cycling wif my stomach empty.. hmm at least there's lemon tea and water in my stomach.. haha
Finally dedrick came...
he becomes white... LOLs...
ok he stopped his warehse job le...
more time to go out wif us...