It's really difficult to find a friend who treat u as his/her bestfriend as u do...
I thought i found one...
BUT...
I was wrong...

Happy Girl~

2OFF days...
Yesterday and today...

Happy Birthday Bro! U have turned 22nd on the 2ndSept...

Sing Sang Sung with Jason Mutu...
Almost all the songs i sang are emo songs...
so he also got "infected" by me
3hrs not enuf for me.. haha...
Before meeting him, i already Haachew-ing...
spoilt my mood can... the worst thing when u sing is when u having nose blocked etc..
but its still not tat bad...
I couldnt wait for another singing session with the rest of them but when is it?
i dont know... =(

After that walked to ion to look for bro's present...
so i stepped into the superheroes shop...
browsed super long...
cos i jus couldnt decide which tee design shld i get...
so finally i bought him a M size white tee with superman logo... =)
Ate raspberry tong rou shao...
den i got a sudden craving for bubble tea cos im super thirsty...
so we walked to fareast busstop...
at first thought of going bugis to queue for Koi.. but none of the buses going...
and i suddenly rmb Chinatown!
so ya. i suggested to take 143? to chinatown..
so we alighted and ordered 1 greentea Ma Qi Tuo and Me, Choco milktea..
Their choco milktea thumbs up...

so we sit down somewhere chitchat...
and i said 'i feel like burping now... Can?'
Him: Sian diao face -.-
so i Burpped~
haha
alright
den he there complaining walao come till chinatown just to drink Koi...
there is like Huang Jing Nian Hua... sitting with the uncles and aunties..
haha
den Bye to him...

Train to boonlay to meet up with my family...
and i late... oops...

Later going for my San Jiu Mu's son wedding which is my cousin?
So long since i attend wedding..
Exxcited!
Tml working at MG Full.. abit sian though but okay ba...

Where are you!!!
You have MIA...
two days and u yet to reply me...
=( sad can...

And when can i watch FD5? You said u will watch with me...
LIAR! I know u are busying with ur sch work... i can wait till u r free but i doubt u will rmb that i asked u watch FD5 tgth...There goes my FD5... :'(

Jason mutu going in 'prison' for one month... :(
booking out during friday night lol...
no one go break with me le :(

At times, it is really awful to have the thoughts of me probably being just a subsitution of her... Do u really treat me as ur best friend? or i am just someone who can be use as ur standby/backup?
slowly i get to know wad kind of person u are but i could jus say u are a complicated person...
I truly hope tat our friendship is true and we can be friend forever...
Anyone who step into my life and become my important fren, it really impact me alot...
im a sentimental person...
And not surprisedly tat i always look for listening ears be it at sch/work...
Just someone who im comfortable talking/whinning to...
Are all the things u said true?
I really hope.. 10yrs,20yrs,30yrs...... down the road.. we are still best friend...
Will that happen?

So wanting to sing but our time just so hard to coordinate...
and this Jason Mutu is going reservist next whole mth :(
Its good and bad...
Good is i dont talk so much with him...
Bad is when im bored noone talk to me...
I just find it damn amazing...
When i was at my previous counter...
i dont have the chance to know the rest of the ppl in other counters..
but now i guess all choco counter. at least i know a handful of them...

Yesterday sales were so bad... i dont know how... ppl passed by they dont look at our counter...give sample they dont wan... eat our sample dont buy...
i dont know what strategies i still can use... Feel so helpless...
Somehow i feel that im giving a bad impression to the rest of them...
cos my sales are really atrocious...
In the morning, working at MG... few mins later when i open shop, a couple walked in and bought choco from me... damn happy... seriously... i thought will be a wonderful day for me.. But..
I dont know.. i jus feel stressed up...
and soon... my pay is coming in... yea...
and i shld start planning wif my sis whether we can go on holi in October!
BANGKOK! I want to shop till my legs ache.. haha
Ages that i didnt go on holi...
I just want to leave spore for at least 3 days...
ever since that saddening thing happened, im trying to be strong...
Now is Aug... turning September...
already over-ed for 4mths...
My wound is 99.9% healed?
haha.. i guess so...
i just wan to stop breathing spore air...
Bangkok air!!!!

Sometimes... i dont know... what am i to u... i have to repeat lots of times but still u jus ignored...
(anyway im not referring to the same person above)
This few days i just wait till u text me first... ya u r busy too...
so i decided not to disturb, pester u...
jus like ytd... i tink this will be better ya...

Ever since i change to another counter i am very very stress with the sales...
But now... i guess i have used to it...
somehow know around wad time will open bill...

=) things....
I know new friends again!!!
One of them is Tan Mutu Jason...
last time when i worked at Fadina... i already seen him before jus tat i never smile or talk to him.. until tat day when belinda talks to him... i joined in the convo...
He can be my second brother...
haha

Yesterday was the first time i dont feel bored when working morning shift...
After work... meet up with my clique...
the fire wasnt really start up when i reach...
so i grab some bread to eat...
Hungry! haha
den slowly bbq hotdog, crabmeat , taiwan sausage..
and Yvonne created her own "salad" with bits of corn, crabmeat,hotdog,cheese,butter,asparagus... haha
Delicious..
Drank Sparkling apple with Martini and lime lemon...
nice combination...

den the more i eat, the more i feel lethargic...
den dad comes and fetch me... haha
Today first time i worked morning shift in shop...
forgotten to bring my cardigan...
frozen in the shop...
so i decided to stand outside of the shop... standing there watching the passer by
haha
which makes me look like an idiot...
no choice but have to cos outside is warmer than inside...
After work went to taka...
Fun chatting with them...
Brighten up my day though its already like 4plus...

5 more days to final destination 5...

Last wednesday...
went alone to get my blood test done...
I am scared but what to do...
I straight away turned to my right when the person poke in the needles...
damn gross when i see my blood flowing out fast...
first time i took my blood test...
my vision fading...
but this time, my vision was clear...
eating iron pill every morning before breakfast do help...

Last Friday...
Had an appointment with O&G...
need to do scanning...
MUST full bladder... -.-
so i have to force myself to drink lots of water until i feel urgent...
i lost count on how many did i actually drank..
roughly 20++ those small paper cone...
Plus one cup of red apple juice...
it's digusting... not thirtsy yet need to drink...
during the scanning, i could see my bladder...
and some other organs...
freaked out can...
im damn worried that there is anything wrong with me...
But Phew~ im fine...
Anemia not caused by menses...

Did pedicure with sis at fareast...
Happy =)
Thank u Sis...
making u wake up early in the morning acc me to SGH...
U really care and love me alot... Muack.. haha

afternoon another appointment...
after i ate iron pill and vitamin for ard 2mths...
my total red blood cells increase until normal range..
i thought i could stop the pill but the doctor still instructed me to eat it for 6mths...
OMG... at the pharmacy... the people gave me 3 mths prescription first...
i really dont like to eat iron pill... =(
Anyway i weighed... Gained 0.4kg...
time for me to lose some weight...
getting fatter and fatter...

Left with the most important appointment next mth...
And in the end who care the most?
Is my family...

It's so nice that i have a bff who can make me laugh and laugh...
even if i look at his face, i will smile... =D
He never failed to cheer me up ba...
I'm happy now... suddenly there's this guy popping out in my life saying he is willing to be my bff...
A brother tat i can complain..grumble to...
he also complain and grumble to me too...
haha...
Burping in front of him like non-stop...lol
and he will say "ENG SIEW PING ! LAST WARNING!"
hahahah
he is also as lame as me... humorous like me too... haha
really happy that i found a bff...
so far so good... never regret knowing u...
Wanting to say Thank You to u...