Dreamt on weird dream this few days...
Funny? Scary? Happy? Saddening?

Alright...
ytd sem2 results have out!!!
of course i'm disappointed with it...
haix...
Always last min of study--> result in that kind of grades...
However...
i got an A for my genetic ut3...
at least feel abit of consolation...

I must work harder for my 3rd yr...
Tml will be going to lim chu kang nursery to see how they plant the cyanotis...
Also...
Zhu Zg, Kereniaa and Mr Dao are flying back to singapore tml
so excited to hear their stories...
Haha =)

This morning, me n bro went to play basketball but there're some aunties taiji-ing so gotta wait...
meanwhile we warm up at the fitness corner...

and i admit i've not been exercising for very long...
and holi staying at home worst...
gain weight... sad... :'(
wanting to go jogging this few days but the weather is so unfavorable...
plus...
nobody jog with me... nobody "force" me to jog... so until now im yet to go jogging...

alright enuf of the side track...
so i want to pick up the bball at the fitness corner ...
and "POMP"
i knocked my head against the metal bar when i raised my head...
so i faster used my hand to hit my chin upwards so that i wont get "stupid"
seriously it's PAIN...
now it seems ok but tml i scared i see a big Bao...
sometimes i just feel i'm sooo sooo clumsy...
alright alot of air ball...
played awhile den go home le...
Was sneezzing at the court le...
go home even worst...
sneezed sneezed sneezed
blocked nose too...
even now im still having flu...
got to eat panadol liao...

afternoon went bpp...
acc bro buy some biscuit into his camp...
so i bought Wang Zai Milk...
:D

when i listen to this song...
i tink of u...

i regretted of not applying for attachment...
REGRETTED!!!
at least i apply and go for interview and maybe i still have abit of chances getting it...
but...
i didn't even try it...
already regretted alot of things in the past few years...
Yet
i still like this...
why i still dont learn a lesson...
Hate myself!

That day bro bought an adidas basketball... so i'm going to wait for him to book out this sun and play with me... hehe...
He is having field camp today...
Hope the weather over there is favorable for him...
He called back just now...
He is concerned of ahma's cough ,talk to mum, me and dad..
I notice when a guy get into NS, they will change to become more caring and mature...
my bro is one of the example...
Soo fortunate to have a lovely bro...

Dad going genting tml with those Cc members etc...
so have a wonderful ping an trip :D

Can't wait for the genting trip...
counting down.. huhu
21 more days... =)

Yesterday was a drained and heart-attack day...
Woke up in the early morning 445am...
One day Muar trip with those aunties and uncles organised by my dad...
didnt even want to go in the first place...
was "forced" to go...
2-3hrs of sleep only
took wts coach there...
throughout the journey i just take a few nap...
visited 3 temples...baibai
loves the food for lunch n dinner...
On the way back at msia highway...
Smoke...Fire...
A car was burning...OMG!
Fierce fire was gobbling hungrily over the car...
Police still stand near it...
we're wondering has the car explode yet?
wad if it hasnt and at anytime it may happen...
when our coach passed by, i covered my ears hoping everything will be fine...
Luckily it didnt explode...
i'm safe...
Scary heartattack experience...
Ohwell back home safely...

Today zg,kerenia and jasper went for their service learning trip at chiang rai...
I guess to them it's like finally this day has come,hoping to get the whole thing over with as soon as possible...
take care...all the best!


Reflecting what i have done for the holi...
should be updating my logbook and portal on that day of meeting BUT i didn't
i am such a Lazy bum...
dragged and dragged...
feeling so reluctant to do...
Seeing my friend deanna always doing her fyp and me lei...
wad i do...
i should get hold of the attitude she has towards fyp...
it's a final yr project...
One word...
IMPORTANT!
so shldnt i buck up...
being lazy ain't getting me to anywhere...
Stop procastinating!
I should be as hardworking as my teammates...


suddenly i feel the urge to go on a nightcycling...
cycling in the night with little ppl little cars on the street...
the feeling of time passing very slow...
wind blowing onto my face...
Worries blow away by wind...
just want to have a carefree time...
Comparing ppl living in msia kampong to us...
our pace of life is moving so fast...
always hope the time can slow down...but it's impossible :(

11MARCH 2010

Happy 19th Birthday to ME!!!
From January already started counting down for this day...haha..

Meet up with Mr Nee and sz to teoheng first... deanna and kerenia joined us later...
It's kind of weird when there is only 3 of us in the medium room...
At first feel very ODD and shy to sing cos of Mr Nee... haha
So when deanna and kerenia joined us, we have more joys and laughters...
Only 5 of us... Like what kerenia said, what a weird combination which consists of Me,Mr Nee,Sz,Deanna and Kerenia...
Then no guys could sing duet songs with us...
therefore Deanna and me take turns to switch roles(guy/gurl)
HaHa
LOL... i admit without Zg and Jasper, the atmosphere will not be that high...
Alright must Thanks Mr Nee for joining us... i still afraid he last min fly me aeroplane... :X
We all shall have another singing session after their thailand trip ba...

Cab to suntec city and there's a little jam on our way... and the taxi driver is so "humorous" wor...

Dinner at Pizza Hut... Add lots of cheese :D
Dedrick joined us for dinner... so sweet of him rite... though he is fatigue, he still make a effort to come down celebrate with us... Thanks Dedrick =)

Deanna and ZG gave me a surprise... they bought me a chocolate cake :D`
and suddenly walked in singing happy birthday to me... haha
Thanks!

After dinner, walked to Timbre@Art house... the place was crowded but fortunately there's still seats...
Ordered a strawberry magarita(hmm how do i spell that?)
Deanna wrote a dedication to me... haha... :D
she hope i can find a bf soon... lol

Awhile later Jasper and Kerenia's sis joined us...
I also want to thanks jasper for coming down despite of his tireness which we all can see...
Though he is tired, he still as usual kidnapped deanna's camera and start taking lots of pics... i guess deanna can make a photo album specially for him...
Haha

Got a DKNY Be delicious perfume from them :D Thank you!
although i said in the cab that i prefer sweet scent, i still LOVE the perfume ur bought for me... Just nice my Gucci envy is finishing...

Seriously, i have a wonderful time with them...my beloved clique... A special thanks to deanna,zg,kerenia,sz,dedrick,jasper and Mr Nee... Your made my birthday a very memorable one...
Hopefully we still can get together , going out to chill and have fun tgth...

In rp, we always change class for every sem so it's hard to have a really close friend or clique...
First time ever, i feel i belong to a clique...
From the first day of yr2 sem2, we are unfamiliar with one another...
As time goes by, recalling back... we went pool-ing, bowling, singing, lan-ing... we have soo much joyful time tgth and i really Hope we can still be soo close for the rest of the years... even after we have graduate, we shall meet up often to chill out...ok? :D

Lastly, i still wanna thanks ur again...
we should come out with a group name rite?
haha


I still can rmb my 18th bd... celebrated with brendan,joe,ky and felicia... singing kbox in the afternoon, thai express for dinner... stjames with sis... lol
den 17th bd most unforgettable...
Working on the day of my bd...lol.. how hardworking i am... but still i got him in the morning saying Happy birthday to me...Working same shift as him... this had already brighter up my day... haha

saying about work... ppl around me are working and im not...
finding a job for a very short period is hard...
haix
i'm so proud of myself for the first job i had as a fragrance promoter...
during that period i really seen the true colours of those working adults.. determining who is gd to me who is not... learning to be more responsible with those stocks and paperworks... Learnt alot from this job...

i still tell joyce the roster planner that u can put me any days i anything... so the most chiong time was March with a record of 28days of work 3 days of rest for a parttimer only... lol... she still say wanna me to get more rest... haha
looking back those days, i was once a hardworking gurl but now... hmm.. so disappointed of myself...

I really miss my colleagues... Carmen and ahboon etc...
im sure that place has changed alot... the counters and ppl there...
hasnt stepped into that place for very long wondering how are they?

10March2010
Morning... Raining Cats and Dogs... what a good weather to slp... BUT i got to wake up prepare go sch for the research presentation thingy...
Quite an interesting event... there's Drosophila, neural stem cell? until the last presentation my eyes starting to shut... haha... den finally ended...

went koufu eat... chit chat with kerenia,sz and zg...
so zg is making tiramisu with a gurl :X
den he want to pronounce Cocco? den he pronounced as charcoal...haha me n kerenia were laughing like mad...

Mon Evening meet up with liy, fang, yt and bryan...
Liy is flying off to Ireland for Industrial attachment so meet up before she fly off...
chit-chatted with them... took photos...
Then mrt down to Dhoby to meet up with Deanna they all... managed to see melissa and dedrick before they rushed home to rest...
so left me,deanna,zg,jasper,sz and mr nee...
we went to play L4d2 after tat...
LOLs..
nv been infected ones before...
trying to attack the survivors but FAILED...
haha
i'm damn lousy...

Anyway thanks to yt,liy and fang for the present... :D

Afternoon waited for deanna outside the mrt...
while waiting...
Suddenly i saw someone resemble kerenia...
didnt see the front view so not sure is she anot...
until i saw jasper passed by...
den actually dont want call them...
but just nice jasper turn back, den i waved to him...
den approached kerenia n zg chat awhile den byebye...
HAHA...
so coincidence...

So 169 to sch...
thought sch will be flooded with those new yr 1 registrant BUT no lei.. the sch is still so cold and quiet...

Then walked to cwp...
the weather!!!
damn SCORCHING + HOT = SUPER DUPER HOT...

ate MAc fillet lunch... den back home... den deanna goes dating... :)

My birthday is coming...wohoo...
i'll be spending with my beloved friends...

Excited!!!

Hopefully everything goes on smoothly and everyone enjoy on that day...



What's life?

ZG: LIfe is like a maranton...
Fang:Life is full of meanings...
ME: (1)Life is when you have a goal that u will want to work for it...
(2)Life is when you have ur friends, family and ur partner always be there for u.
(3)Life is when you experience ups and downs...
(4)Life is when u come across different types of ppl...

So far i still cannot figure out my goal...
what is my GOAL?
i feel like i'm living so meaninglessly...
really meaningless...