tis morning g0 sch.. i was still feeling very heartbroken.... during break i listen to 卓文萱 ~ 永不消失的彩虹 de song n tink of wad he said i feel like crying... cant help myself from thinking abt it... i was so regret to tell him cos actually i alreadi n0 the result but jus wan to double confirm it..... if i nv ask him... i ll n0t feel so sadd.. i rather tat i dunn0 the truth . knowing the truth has really made my heartbleeds..although i know tat if i dont confirm wif him,i ll not know the answer, i rather i dunno the answer...at least i ll n0t be sad n cry... he said tat he hope tat we ll be frienz la... i also n0 tat me n him can only be frenz... so ya.... jus continue to be frenz wif him.. n0w i am rather feeling better after a big cry in afternoon.... n0w the healing potion ll be listenin to chinese sad songs which i usually like to do...