Where is the old siewping?
Last time im more sporty go training wif my teammates, having fun playing badminton wif them..
More hyper and crazy when im with frens..
Now.
I rather be quiet...
How i wish i know a kind and rich guy who is so nice to bring me oversea and cheer me up... But obviously im just daydreaming...
*slap slap*
wake up siewping...
face the reality...
if u let me choose again..
i rather i dont wan to get into bgr in the first place...
though im desperate, bgr will only hurt ppl...
super super painful process but now regret all these are useless...
i could only be more clear minded when it comes to bgr next time...
even if no matter how hard i cry each time, its not enuf. my tears can just dry up easily but the pain jus wont get away...
only if i can overcome myself. stop hating u, having pingchangxin smile to u when talk... this is the day when i let down everything...